Monday, December 19, 2005

sickly

Paskuhan is a day away, and I'm having colds..I hate it when I'm sick. My throat is frreaking scratchy and I can't breathe. Ok, exaggeration aside, I'm so happy to finish Harry Potter and the Half-Blood prince last Saturday.

Teary-eyed and all, I wrapped it all at 3am in the morning. Maybe pathetic to someone, but I gladly tried so hard to finish it no matter what! And to think that I was having difficulty due to the birthday party at our neighbor's house! wahahaha!

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So anyway,that's another story. After going to Roblace with Mela and Brent, I got home with voices blaring next door. I asked our neighbor what the hell was happening. And he said there's this party going on. And mind you, it's a videoke party.

....not to mention that it's the same house na hindi nagpatulog sa amin noon.

So making the long story short, after wishing for a divine providence and interruption, they stopped singing because they're already fighting. At hindi lang ordinary because gays have invaded Tondo and they were all wailing and all.

I didn't exactly planned it, but it was my lucky night. Kaya natapos ko basahin yung Harry Potter!!

....victory is indeed mine..

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excited for Paskuhan tomorrow. And this year, there'll be fireworks again!

this is my lucky lucky month! =D

Sunday, December 18, 2005

game plan

I have this Harry Potter Game at the side Bar of my blog. Just use the arrow keys to prevent Harry by being smashed by the Whomping Willow..It's cool, actually! (~__~)

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In a few days, matatapos na ang 2005, on Monday, it would be our last regular class for the year, as a student. Galing galing! (^___^,) I'm so excited na talaga sa PAskuhan!

We held the Christmas Party last Thursday. Thanks to Sir Trillana, wala akong class that day! whoee!But we were absent during Mam Perena's class dahil sobrang late na talaga kami.

Ang saya ng Party! Lalo na nung exchange gift, kasi literal na kami lang ni KC yung nagka-exchange ng gifts.. hehehe..

Dami pang food, Salamat sa mga nagdala, Salamat kay Ruby din na nagluto and all! Mahal ko 4Journ1! the best talaga kayo!

I would upload the pics ASAP. Sorry na-delay ako ng konti, wala kasing time mag-Internet sa labas. hehe..

Love you ol!

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MERRY CHRISTMAS AND A VERY HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!

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Thursday, December 15, 2005

Linz wins!

I'm gonna be a spoiler here. Because Studio 23 has the via satellite broadcast of TAR Family Edition this morning, I found out that The Linz Family won, The Bransens second, and last are the Weavers.

The last task is the maze thingie in Canada. It was a close fight with Nick Linz and Wally Bransen. I just felt bad becasue the Bransens didn't win, on the other hand, I like them better than the Weavers.

linz

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Happy Birthday Jam! May you have more to come!

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Today is another thesis day. I just hope Sir Jeff would understand the whole mix-up thing. But its over na naman. Mela already sent it.

Gotta go buy my gift for our exchange gift..

bye y'all!

Wednesday, December 14, 2005

christmas break

I can't wait for Christmas break. I just feel that this one's ought to be so cold and lonely. Of course, I would always have my family with me, but it isn't really really enough, I guess.

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We'll have the Christmas Party on Thursday. I'm excited on this one, since it would be the last college party we'll have. And there would be lots of food. I hope Sir Trillana would cancel the class because it would be tiring to have the class and rush over to Meri's house. And to add that we'll have until 8pm for the Poldy stuff.

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I have this burn on my face right now, and few have been symphatizing over it. Badet scared me last night that I would have a scar and the mark would be there for the rest of my life. At kamusta naman ang walang katapusang pang-aasar kay Mam Jannis at sa akin?

Tonight is thesis night again. But were not complaining. It's actually fun, by the way. Shempre kasama ang bestest friends ever. =)

I guess I have to go now have Marriage and Family. Though I still have 20 minutes to do Internet stuff, I still feel it isn't enough.

Till next post! =)

Tuesday, December 13, 2005

the big night

I've been rushing to go home last Saturday to watch the Big Night. Well, it went on just as I had planned it. Nene won first place. Not that its a surprise, but I wished I could've bet something for it. hehe, I'm just kidding.

Clark Expo was so jampacked from what the television aired, it was so good seeing one life change just like that. But of course, she deserves everything she won.

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Yesterday, I went to house in Novaliches to have the welcome party for my dad, and I realized that conversations during jeepney rides are fun, especially with total strangers.

So anyway, masyadong matagal from Bayan to our subdivision kaya nakinig ako sa usapan ng mga tao. This woman beside me and the elder woman was talking anout lives and stuff. Although parang nakikiepal na din ako dahil tinulungan nila ko sa tagal magbigay ng change yung driver, this elder woman told the woman beside me that she has SIXTEEN children. As in sobrang nagulantang kaming tatlong kinakausap niya.

Sabi nung guy beside her,
"Masipag si mister!"

Then the other woman asked kung kailan pa sya married, the latter said,

"Mga trese ako".

Kamusta naman! The three of us were dumbfounded. Then the woman beside me finally said

"Eh nag-chi-chinese garter pa yata ako nung ganung edad ah."

Then she asked me, "ikaw may boyfriend ka na?"

I said none of course, at dahil hanggang ngayon eh hindi ako makapaniwala sa mga narinig ko, eto nagpo-ponder ako kung sakaling sa akin nangyari yun. Pero sobra naman right? talagang hindi na pinakawalan yung mister niya. 16 children? ano yun? aso?

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I think I would never be like her. I refuse to. Gusto ko maging mom someday, but not to sixteen rascals.

...Have to plan my future now. gotta go!

Sunday, December 11, 2005

the BIG night

I slept in front of my lappie last night.

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Because of the weary eyes that led me to slumber, I spent the night reading Harry Potter 6 but didn't finish it. I was actually hoping I could get a 15 minute nap to watch PBB Uplate since it would be their last episode. Since I turned the tv off due to the disgusting "urine therapy" docu in Kontrobersyal, I wasn't able to wake up again.

So early morning came and saw that the computer screen's still on, the lights too, and I was sleeping on the folding bed without having a blanket or anything. And let us please remember that it was freezing cold last night.

And by then, I wasn't able to see Mariel Rodriguez doing her clumsy acts and portrayals. Argh!

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As I was surfing for pictures of my favorite housemate, I saw a website of Bob, Bob and Nene, etc. Sosyal! may website na hindi pa man din nakakalabas. hehe.
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I WANT HER TO WIN!!!!
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why?

*because she was born at September (like moi!)
*she has full of potentials
*she is so strong-willed
*she isn't afraid to show her feelings
*sobra energy niya!
*i see that she's a great friend.
*a modern flipina who knows how to rock!

Pero sa totoo lang, I like her because I often see myself in her actions and all. I'm not that toughie, but pareho kami ng energy level tsaka yung values sa friends and all. Galing!..=)

..oh, I added her to my friend's list a while ago, and I really hope she'll be the last one to get out of the house.. =)

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My dad arrived yesterday pala. So off I go now, have to go somewhere..=)


Thursday, December 08, 2005

TAR again

And again, I'm a TV junkie.

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I now realized that I shouldn't really play favorites during a reality show. I might get too much affected by them but at least one of my favorite teams in TAR 8 got the chance to make it to the final three.

The Bransen Family..=)

bransens

It's the feast of Immaculate Conception today, my lola, jay-em and daisy's birthday. And fortunately for us, our classes have been spared. After all, were studying in the Pontifical, Catholic University of the Philippines--UST, so Catholic holidays are great. And were really not complaining..

Mela, Brent and I went back to finish part 6 of the thesis. It felt relieving to finish it at some point, though, we know that there are alterations that are needed to be done. We spent the afternoon talking of nonsense and not-so-nonsense stuffs. The things that I'm going to miss while I'm still in college.

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Mom and I went to Divi yesterday to buy gifts and other stuff. Hala naman at pati ang mga glowing churvas eh pinatulan ko. Mom felt disappointed at one point though, kasi niloko sya nung vendor nung pens na binili niya, sa other side pala, mas mura ng 10 pesos. But its already over and there's no use crying over spilled milk...ink? joke..

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Still no classes tomorrow and I've already planned a rendezvous for tomorrow with Harry Potter 6 e-book. So excited na! Oh well, I have to go now sort other priorities.

Happy holidays! wear a jacket when going outside, its bbrrrr cold out there!

six

due to the bitin feeling that Harry Potter Book 5 gave me, I decided to take the next of reading via the computer. I know it might be bloody, but no one has a copy of Book 6 and i really really need it. I mean, read it. Nahiya na kasi ako manghiram ulit kay ate She. Basta I promise myself that when I finally got a job, I'd buy all the books I could afford. Especially yung mga paperbacks na mga tipong romance comdy slash fiction.

..Pathetic isn't it?

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I'm really excited for Paskuhan. I just wish there'll be fireworks and all that kind of stuff. It's not magical but it's getting there..

Our last Christmas Party on Thursday. I mean, its the first and the last. I have to rush from Sir Trillana's class though, but Maam Sese gave me this slight hope that there'll be no classes on Thursday due to their Christmas Party, Faculty Party, I mean.. Pero I'm still confused because we haven't has any recitations or quizzes on his class yet.

...And still I'm hoping for a no class Thursday because it's a Catholic Holiday tomorrow. I so love Immaculate Conception..

gottago...

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Internet connection here's so bad. But since I'm blogging muna, I guess I have to stick with this.

Tuesday, December 06, 2005

Christmas cheers

I'm excited when I think of Christmas.. =)

This afternoon, I told Nina that Metro Manila looks like Baguio now. The thought came from the very cloudy surroundings and the cold weather. And it looks like rain's going to pour any minute now.

I guess this year would be so much different. After my grandma's loss, I thought that this year was somehow unlucky for me, but I guess going through it all and hoping that everything would be alright would make you feel a lot better. After all, life should always be a mystery to everyone. And the simple things around you should do the trick to cheer you up. [like friends! =)]

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My dad's coming home in a few days, and that means we're not in the dumps this holiday. I'm expecting more celebrations and more trips to any part of the Philippines. I'm actually hoping to go to Iloilo again and see my cousins and relatives. It's just so great there, feeling the sand at my feet. Oooh, I can feel the waters now. hihi..

I wonder what my dad will bring me this year. I'm hoping an iPod but I won't let my hopes up. Ok na actually kahit sa graduation na lang. =)

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I'm feeling sorry for our thesis, no, not in a bad way, but I felt sorry for not doing my part yet. It's just that when I get home, I would resort to the boob tube in front of me, watch PBB then doze off. I hate it when I do that. But I promise to do the work as soon as possible. After all, we have a three-day spare to relax, retire, and do thesis work. And hopefully go to Divi for some serious Christmas shopping for friends, families and inaanaks.
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The sky looks calm last night. Actually, our whole place looks calm last night,parang wala ako sa Tondo. Nakakagulat lang because the other night, ang daming kids na naglalaro ng fireworks sa tabi namin. And that makes me get so furious at them kasi parang konti na lang, magiging deaf na mga tao sa amin. I just hope they'd just wait for New Year's Eve to come. Makikicelebrate pa ko sa kanila. Argh!
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Oh well, seems I've done a lot of posting already. I'm asking abby to change my layout na. Super excited na ko..yay!

tata!

Monday, December 05, 2005

monday dazzle

I feel depressed.

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After heart-to-heart talks with friends, I still feel depressed. Maybe because of the fact that Christmas is already near and the fact that I'm lonely during the holidays. I mean lonely because I don't have that someone to cuddle with and all that. But besides that, I know I could be happy with my friends around. Still, it's not really the same.

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Kudos to the RP Team for winning the 23rd SEAGames. I just wish we could've been there to cheer and all. Sadly, there were no vacations whatsoever, so we could'nt witness the fun (if there's any) and the triumphs with the athletes.
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Yay! its Paskuhan in a few days. I'm quite excited, oh I just wish I could have someone to watch the fireworks with (if there's any ...again), Were actually planning a post-Paskuhan gimmick and all. And were not going to Starcity for the nth time. It's just full of hassle. We wouldnt waste our money on 3 rides anymore. But I just hope we could think of a gimmick soon.

And my friend, I hope you could lend me or maybe help me have a copy of Harry Potters 1,2 and 3 movies. I saw movie 1 last night at GMA and I missed the little Harry, Ron and Hermione..
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May big FOUR na! I hope Nene or Jayson wins!
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have to go to class. Am guilty for not wanting to go,but I have to..argh!

Wednesday, November 30, 2005

mela's party blast!

last monday was totally a blast! Mela's party, though it looked like a reunion, was so great. Siguro dahil we didnt feel left out at all.

I was nervous though, kasi there were quite a number of jeepneys lang. Holiday kasi, natatakot pa nga ko kasi I thought her family's waiting for me na lang. Yun pala, hindi pa. I don't wanna be that late kasi, if you know what I mean.

Tapos, daming food and all. hehe.

But actually being there, Glorietta and all, doesnt really make me feel good. I dunno why. But I've seen a lot of potential hotties, but I'm not that serious of making myself look ridiculous though.

So anyway, I was active in class yesterday. I actually can't figure out why. Maybe the fact that I cried before class. I was so giddy and all.

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Kudos to the PBB Staff. No, I dont personally know them, but the Lolos and lolas that they brought for the housemates to take care of. You see, we've been at the Golden Acres last year for our CWTS and taking care of them is really a great joy. Sacrifice is another lesson too. I missed the grandparents nga. Tinuturo ko pa nga sila kina mama na nakita ko na yun, etc.

Daming pending works na kailangan gawin. I'm just glad na maumpisahan na lahat yun. The sacrifices we have to do ara makagraduate!
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Anyway, Im sorry but Im flooding this blog with picture's from mela's bday. Just browse..=)

Pretty galz

Serenade

Pinoy ako!

Jam,nina,ria

Bday girl

happy bday to you!

food!

Wednesday, November 23, 2005

movie mania

I tried deleting SOME files in my computer last night. Lo and behold, it felt so good to finally have the time to do that. I've been meaning to do that for months but everytime I try to hold my lappie, I would seem to forget the things that I have to do. Well, I've been forgetting things lately. I just wish my brain wouldn't be eaten up by the thoughts blaring inside my head.

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I miss my friend. I wish I could spend more time with her especially now. But I'm also spending most of my time with another friend. Blind Item ba ito? Alam niyo na naman kung sino kayo. Basta, na-mimiss kita kaso mas close na kayo ni *name witheld*. I'm not a jealous friend or anything. I just wish I could spend more time with you. =)

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BTW, our Catholic Journalism prof asked us to watch "April Snow". Kamusta naman? Actually, I would rather watch "Just Like Heaven", which stars REESE WITHERSPOON, but I feel as if matatali ako sa April Snow na yan. But it's a Korean Movie, you know I'm so fond of them. And just like Prof. Mendoza said, "You guys have the skill to watch the visuals while reading the subtitles and have the capacity to understand the movie".

Yeah! And this goes to all the people who watched MY SASSY GIRL: TAGALIZED EDITION. Okay, Sassy Girl is one of the best Korean movies I've seen. Jeon Ji-Hyun's character is a no-nonsense woman. Though I haven't seen the "murdered" version, I still think it's a very very very BAD idea! Kasi sometimes, Pinoys try to format the movie in our own culture, WHICH IS WRONG! Koreanovelas are meant to be seen as their culture and not ours. Why am I saying this? Because I've seen a lot of asianovelas that were tagalized. I have original versions of Lovers in Paris and Meteor Garden. Kahit pa sabihin natin na tinagalog lang siya, there are lines, na parang inaassociate siya sa Pinoy culture. Eh hello? Iba kaya sila sa atin!

So if we really love them, let's just leave the koreanovelas alone, movies are different. Sana i-english nalang nila yung sa movie, mas bagay pa.
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I'm crossing my fingers for my dad to be home by Christmas. I've been realizing that it's much better for him to be here during the holidays. At least hindi masyadong malungkot, tapos pag nandito sya, kahit anong gusto mo, bili agad. Unlike my mom, na maghihintay ka pa ng 400 years, abot-abot na sermon bago mabili yung gusto mo. (but lately, in our case, mas madalas na si Lester yung hindi nabibilhan or something. Maarte kasi yung baliw kong kapatid!) Especially ngayon, malapit na yung Christmas, at excited na kami a PASKUHAN!

And everytime na dumadaan kami sa Lover's Lane, it always look good because of the X-mas lights na nasa trees. Shempre pabonggahan na naman, galit sa mga ilaw yung mga priests. kidding.

AND I REALLY HOPE NA MAY FIREWORKS NA ULIT! I REALLY DO.

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gtg! class.

Tuesday, November 22, 2005

jonesing for harry!

Last Saturday, Mela and I watched Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire. It was great! I must say the best Harry Potter film. I mean, yung visuals niya and everything. Unlike the third movie na parang minadali at kung anu-ano pinaggagagawa nila.

Hermione was so pretty at the ball.
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Harry naman looks matured na. Shempre, we cried at the last scene, the third test. Kakatawa kasi pati pala si Mela umiiyak na. Nung tinanong ko siya, "grabe naiyak ako dun ah" sabi nya, "ako din".

Cedric was divine.

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...I dont like Cho Chang. I mean, Katie Leung. She isn't pretty at all. Chubby pa. Blah.

I was disappointed kasi sa book sobrang ganda ng description nya tapos ganun lang pala sa movie! sana si Heart na lang (kidding!). Kahit anti-heart kami

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tata.

Friday, November 18, 2005

pbb rules and harry potter

For some months now, I have been an avid viewer of the Pinoy Big Brother. To mention some qualities of being one, I forced my friends to see the PBB house during the studio tour at ABS-CBN last September, went to their SM San Lazaro Mall tour, staying up to watch the PBB Uplate, afternoon live broadcast at Studio 23 and the Primetime viewing of the said program.

Had my favorites and not-so-favorites..

And then this Franzen's eviction happened.

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I wanna kill the guy so bad! Not because I hated him but because it's his only chance for his family to win the 5 million worth of prizes. I mean, he sacrificed long enough then throws it away with the number of mistakes that he just did. I really am disappointed and I wanted to skin him more.

so unbelievable!

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By the way, I thought I missed an episode of the TAR 8 Family edition. I just can't get enough of that show too. Kasi yesterday, I woke up at 9, not knowing na Wednesday nga pala at Amazing Race na nga, so nung 11 na, sobrang nag-panic ako, but it's already late to know who got eliminated. So pagkadating namin from the grocery that night, I checked the monitor and replay pala. Siguro kaya 2-hour special last week.

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And on Saturday, this Saturday, (^___^), we'll be watching this! YAY!

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Wednesday, November 16, 2005

am i right or am i right?

I've been having weird dreams these past few days and it involves Sam Milby.
I'm not kidding. I wish I were but this morning, when my mom's waking me up, I find it hard to get up and just told her, "Sorry Ma, nananaginip pa ko eh, tapos nandun si SAM!" Ibang level diba? Nababaliw na ko because of the past incidences.

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We've already met all our professors. Some look nice, but I'm terrified at some. I actually liked Sir Al Dimalanta for reasons that, he likes to kid around, he practices PR, and he has a band. Ang cool kasi I've never known a professor who plays loud music. I've never heard them yet, but I just think it's cool!

Second favorite, Mam Sese. Ewan ko, but unlike Mam Verdeflor, she doesn't bore me to death. And she likes to watch PBB. Sabi pa niya, "8:30 papauwiin ko na kayo para maabutan nating lahat yung Big Brother!" and believe me, she really meant it. At kamusta naman ang pagsayaw niya sa Pinoy Ako diba?
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Before I wrap things up, I don't know if you'll ever read this, but I'm taking the chance, siguro naman after posting it to three blogs, you'd somehow stumble to one.

"I'm slightly affected of what you said last Sunday. I'm confused of your intentions of telling me that because even though we are friends, there's just some things that I don't really need to know. But not replying to you means I'm still unsure of what your feelings are. And I don't want to ruin everything especially now, if by chance, you are still weak and you need a friend. But I just can't be that friend right now, because everytime I come to your rescue, I always end up being hurt and confused.

And I think I'm not that vulnerable anymore, because if I still am, I would gladly open my arms to you and forget everything you did to me. But I can't do that anymore. And I don't wanna be like that anymore. I've suffered enough so I think it's just time I ignore you.

I know you're not really coming back because we've been through that a lot of times. And I've pondered that if you really liked me, or even love me, noon pa lang naging tayo na ulit. Hindi ako nagfi-feeling, I'm just forcing myself to be swayed again."

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After all, I have this load in my hands.

And I'm logging off. 'Ciao!

Friday, November 11, 2005

depressed

Internet connection sucks right now. And please imagine that I'm in Excel for God's sake.

... Or maybe I'm just plain disappointed at the moment.

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No, its not that time of the month, but since the semester started, I've been having doubts on my strengths in writing, or in my studies per se. Parang wala ng nangyayaring maganda or something. Kainis pa dun, lahat na lang sablay. Sablay sa kamuntikan maging DL, sablay sa schedule, pati sa lovelife, sablay pa din.

And I can't get enough of it and more. I just hope I wouldn't mess things up again. I just hate to get disappointed again.

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I'm trying to track someone now. How I wish..

Monday, November 07, 2005

mess

Maniniwala ba kayo pag sinabi ko na ako, Si Ria Hazel Casem Lumandog eh muntik na (and hoping, still) maging DL last sem?

yeah right, let's just forget it. nobody really cares about that now.

pero naka-2.25 ako kay Mam Rivera. Sey mo? If you know what I mean..

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Before anything else, I want to warn the readers that I'm not that boy crazy. It just so happened that people have been nosy about my lovelife.

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Went to Bubut's daughter's party last Saturday and it was definitely a blast. I loved going to birthdays but this one's different. You wanna know why? Because for the nth time, my best friend still wants to pair me up with guys. I mean, it's okay for her to set me up but I've been looking for it for so long that I'm getting tired of it.

But I'm happy that I'm appreciated or anything.

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BTW, I called Wave last week for the truth and consequence question. I finally got in and then this question happened:

What is the only bird that can fly backwards?

duh? of course I didnt know that. HUMMINGBIRD. I'm gonna freaking kill all the hummingbirds that I see. But then again, they only have those in Russia. Trashed the Flightplan tickets. argh.

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Wala na si SAM! Wala na siya. But it's okay considering all the guestings in the network, he'll be fine without the 5 million worth prizes.

LOST premieres tonight. Can't wait.

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And lastly, during the sembreak, I finally realized that I've gotten over the past love. If I'd ever see him again, for example, nadulas sya sa kalye or nahulog sya sa bangin, I think I'll just look and leave then and there.

I finally realized that I've been pining for the wrong person. So wrong. That's why I finally decided to just wait for something or someone to make me feel right again.

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tata. I missed my classmates. I so love being Journ.

Wednesday, October 26, 2005

grades.

I passed all my subjects..

I passed Lit Critic.

ANG GALING GALING!

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BTW, I missed my classmates. For whole week kasi, Ive been clearing all my stuff para naman sumarap-sarap yung tulog ko.

Ayan, napapala ko. Puro memories and all that stuff..

Well, next post nalang. Ill check other thingamajigs pa..

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CIAO!

Thursday, October 13, 2005

inggitera

nainggit ako, marami na nagpopost sa mga blogs nila..

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Anyway, our Litcritic Finals is over last night. Shempre pagkakuha pa lang ng tests, violent reactions na agad ang nagsilabasan sa buong 4Jrn1. Parang yung level kasi ng understanding namin, tapos yung level nung kay mam, centuries away ang layo. hehehe. But I think I didn't really suck on that test. I'm having my hopes up.

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Tapos, were going to print our mag today. excited na ko. galing galing kasi ng EIC namin. Ibang level talaga. Ethics and Thesis continuation nalang, lahat ng problems namin, matatapos na.

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So yun, sembreak na namin. Mamimiss ko kayo prends. Huhuhu.. Sana naman may magawa akong productive sa sembreak diba? I dont wanna bum around kasi and all that.

Ilang months na lang, mamartsa na kami sa PICC. OMG! nakita namin ang breakdown of tuition at yun, may kasama ng yearbook. OMG lalo! year buk!!!!

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have to go. magti-time na kami. mas ok dito sa mai_cafe. galing.

Saturday, October 08, 2005

finals week

hiatus daw muna lahat kami.

before anything else, masaya ako sa result ng thesis. Dahil sobrang malapit na talaga syang matapos. And I think I would be very happy with our grades. Parang yun yung "baby" naming lahat ng groupmates/greatest friends ever ko..

One week to go, sembreak starts na. Pero still have so many things to do. Kamusta naman sakin kasi aside from SportsJourn, I still have to study tonight.

Our "Docu" for Broadjourn is already finished. Im really ecstatic to see the final product. There's this story pa pala about that. Kasi last Wednesday, I felt so proud na 2 hours ko lang natapos yung editing namin. Thanks to our writer Ruby (segment prod ako! yay!) because she made our life easier, having a script na perfectly written.

The next day, as I was about to go to school, I noticed that my DigiCam's missing. Sobrang feeling ko talaga mamamatay na ko, thank God, nakita ng groupmates ko so yun, Digicam was finally back into my hands to produce good pictures together.

Thesis naman, not naman halfway through pero malapit na talagang matapos. Sir Jeff already passed our grades (pero shempre hindi naman pinakita ni sir Jireh)

So Sportsjourn nalang, Filipino Journ (at naghahanap pa ko ng weird thing or place for that feature, at ang madugong Lit Critic nalang. Kaya I'm pouring my energy ngayon sa pagblo-blog dahil next week,for sure, malungkot na naman ang blog ko. and to think that im trying to maintain 4 blogs..hehe

Im tired. Guess I have to start solving problems. And I gotta pass LitCritic and Taxation.


BTW, I have been very busy na hindi ko ma-update ang blog ko..wahuhuhu..

Pero after nito promise, Ill try to update.. Yay!

Gotta go study for my Taxation finals, oh, and prayers are badly needed..

Sunday, October 02, 2005

deuce bigalow

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Thanks to Gian and Anne for sharing their tickets to us! =D

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Last night, Brent and I went to the Premiere Night of this movie, "Deuce Bigalow" courtesy of our classmates Gian and Anne Alina. 'twas a great movie, had Brent and I laughing the whole night. Tapos shempre si Brent pa yung kasama ko so nag-aasaran kami na baka makita kami ni mama, or someone from AB at asarin na naman kami. Si Chloe kasi inumpisahan din sha kahapo. Grrh! Wag naman ganun, friends kami sinisira nyo..harhar..

So yun nga, dapat talaga panoorin nyo kasi maganda sya. Not really for kids though. I realized one thing though, kung gusto mo talaga yumaman, at kung prostitution at marijuana ang gusto mong gawin sa buhay mo, punta ka ng AMSTERDAM. Sobrang legal sa kanila. I've seen that story din yata sa PIPOL or something pero sobrang may club pa yata for gigolos and that profession. Ibang level talaga.

Pero ayos din. Tama si Deuce na "if you really know how to make a woman happy, you should be listening to her, put a smile on her face, make her feel good by showing her that she's the prettiest girl you've ever seen. Dyan naman ako agree sa movie kahit may pagka-x rated sya. You know what I mean..hehehe

The show started late and ended late. Got home at 11pm, drenched due to the rain but feeling happy that I did let loose a bit.

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Waah! one week to go before finals. One week na pagmumukha-in kong one month sa dami ng dapat gawin. As in loads. Gotta start tonight. And I'm out.

Friday, September 30, 2005

stuffed

I'm tired of my damned life..
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I've had enough of waiting for interviewees who do not have the decency to even text na hindi sila pwedeng interviewhin. Sa mga pending articles ko, sa mga groupmates (yung iba lang naman) na hindi gumagawa ng projects and all that. And especially sakin na alam naman na 2 weeks nalang ang pasok, hindi pa rin kumikilos ng maayos for thesis, broadjourn, taxation, litcritic, sportsjourn and yeah, specialized writing pa pala.

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Yun lang, nagrereklamo na naman ako sa pinasok ko diba? Pero for sure na sa sembreak, masaya na talaga buhay ko..nga ba?

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Anyway, I'm really hating some people right now. Preferrably yung mga tao sa school ni MAma. Tatanungin ka kung may boyfriend ka na. Tapos pag sinabi mong wala, hindi naman maniniwala. Argh! HELLO! Big deal pa ba magka-boyfriend ngayon? Haven't you guys heard of GIRL POWER and being Miss Independent? Marami na kong problema noh! Wag na munang dagdagan.

Tapos pag sinabi mo naman na "Hanapan mo naman ako", ang isasagot nila, "Hindi hinahanap yun, kusang dumadating". At kelan ba may dumating naman. Pag may nakita kang potential hottie, titingnan ka lang. Sana man lang mag-hi or magpakilala diba?

Maybe I would die alone..nyarnyar

I dreamt of HIM last night. As in siya na naman. I thought na dahil nasa malayong place na sha, makakalimutan ko na siya, pero hindi, sa panaginip ko, bumalik sya for me. Not that it would really happen pero I hate having dreams like that. Makes you wanna think na magkatotoo then end up being disappointed, and worse, being stupid.

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Have to go meet thesismates/ greatest friends ever. Kayo nalang ang reason why everytime I wake up, the whole world rocks!

'later!

beat me!

dreamgirl

wala lang, nagpapacute lang..hehe

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I've been scared this whole week. Am actually terrified of walking through our stairs because I'm always getting this creepy feeling that I would see the kid whose been possessed in the Exorcist Movie. We haven't finished watching it so I asked Malyn to go to our house tomorrow and both be scared. Just unwinding til everything gets so bloody at school.

So, kamusta naman ang mga projects diba? Have tons of pending paperworks and dinagdagan pa ni Maam Tuble. And she was hoping I would pass the paper on Monday, well I'm hoping with her too. Hope she'd move the deadline or something.

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Thesis is halfway through,thank you very much. After this week would be the editing of segments in BroadJourn and I really must finish all the articles so we could layout the mag and send it to the printers on time. Its amazing how one week should be viewed as a one month's work for me.

And as a multi-tasker myself, I really should do everything on a daily basis. No afternoon naps on Saturday, only one movie a day, one telephone call, 1 set of meals.

And remember that when you're already facing the computer monitor, proceed immediately to Word or Pagemaker instead of clicking the accessories menu and heading to playing Solitaire or Freecell.

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I'm beginning to be so dead...and tired.. and stuffed.

gtg.

Saturday, September 24, 2005

lappie

I brought my laptop only to find out that Brent's not going to be using it.. oh well, life sucks..

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Our class watched the VOLLEYBALL game of our profs this morning. I used my entire energy to cheer for them that I feel wasted right now. I can't even breathe anymore. Then went to SMSL with Mela. I was actually hoping to see my friends working there but didn't guess afternoon sked nila. And I was hoping they would carry my things. nyahaha..

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I have tons to do this following weeks that I couldn't afford to stall anymore. Have to think of possibilities on how to write Sport-y articles and all. My only highest grade is on that Pacquiao column and it wouldn't do me a miracle to actually snag a higher grade. Must pray, must plead actually.
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ooh, and for those who went to the seminar yesterday, I found the SUPERNATURAL website. DO click at the name.

gotta go to Ethics class, which I'm too sleepy to even be there. belch now.

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oh, and if my lola haven't died yet, this day could've been her birthday. It still is actually.

Friday, September 23, 2005

supernatural

Maam Marie brought Mr. Leo Katigbak, head of Studio 23, to have a talk this morning.

It was actuall great, having to be bibbo and all about the powerpoint presentation, the series that they're airing studio 23 and having to ask different questions about Big Brother, Gilmore Girls, Amazing Race, etc.

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Then he also brought a series called "SUPERNATURAL" and it would start airing a studio 23 next year. It was good actually. Sobrang pilot episode paang, ibang level na talaga. And I enjoyed it because Jared Padalecki stars in it.


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I enjoyed Big Brother last night because finally! Chx was reprimanded to go near Sam.
Believe me, I was really psyched just seeing SAM to be with anyone than CHX.

At ibang level ang Rico, artista na. Was in Yes Yes Show last Night.
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Im confused right now. ewan. May nakita kasi akong kakaiba eh. but anyway, I dont wanna think of possibilities whatsoever. I just needed to lie down for a while.

Thesis makes me berserk. ARGH!

Thursday, September 22, 2005

biatchiness

I hate CHX and I would forever hate her!

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Due to the consistent flirting of that b*tch to SAM, she was instructed to get off his back. I mean look at this guy!

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Napaka-heavenly kaya nya tingnan tapos mapupunta lang sya kay Chx? Hello? Mas maganda pa kaya si Nene sa kanya..

for more chuvaness, click here Pinoy Big Brother..

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We finished the editing of our commercials last night, but there were problems for OUR segment so we really need to re-take or get another interviewee. I just hope my friend Malyn could help me find an interviewee. Ang hirap pala maging segment prod..

And for Sportsjourn, yeah! no interview yet. Still, nag-bu-bum pa rin kami ni Nina.. goodluck naman sa deadlines namin noh?

At mas goodluck pa si Sir Candido, may final project for Filipino na hindi pa niya iniinstruct, and its a magazine, for heaven's sake. Saang gold mine na naman ako maghahanap ng money for that project? I have nada account for everything you know?

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I hate seeing myself reminiscing everytime I hear "Cool", so ito na nga ang theme song for the school year, and you know what? Ive never been happy like this in my entire life just hearing the song.

laging bigo
laging sawi sa pag-ibig
may balat nga ba ako sa pwet?
mabuti pa ang tindera sa aming kanto
nakakainggit
tl..ang sweet nila ng kanyang nobyo
gusto ko lang maranasang umibig
tamaan ni kupido
gusto ko lang maranasan ang langit
tumibok muli ang puso ko

CHORUS:
Tumatakbo ang oras naiiwan na akong panahon
Di na nagbago bawat araw
pare-parehoparang kahapon
May birthday cake ka nga
ngunit wala namang kandila
may christmas tree na malupet
wala naman dekorasyong pansabit
sadyang ganyan ang aking buhay
walang kasing tamlay
ayoko sanang tumandang nag-iisa
(chorus)

tatanggapin na lang ba
ang malupit na tadhana
o kaya'y tatanggapin na lang
na ako'y sadyang hindi pinagpala
tigilan na ang drama
punasan na ang luha

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if some people are feeling this way, be my guest, but I have this new perspective na hindi naman talaga ko magiging old maid. Ha! you know why? dahil nakita ko na sya. I just have to see kung sya talaga. Hindi blind item to, basta. Tapos na pagiging drama queen. I just feel lucky to be alone now.

gotta go compute the thesis. Saya matatapos na hell week..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY FRIEND-- ANN SALVACION!!!

XZENO LOVES YAH!

Monday, September 19, 2005

fluffy fluff!

silver-white dresses and blue satin sashes...

I watched two great classics yesterday, one a three-hour movie, the other a four-hour marathon. Just kidding!

1. The Sound of Music

shempre, there's a reason why I did watch the movie, first, we had the copy in DVD format and because I was again, feeling sorry for myself that I couldn't sing the way they did. And actually, it really did some encouragements for me, not to mention I was really singing the "I am sixteen, going on seventeen" song of Liesl.

And I researched some of them just now. Because I really adore little Gretl.


from here..
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to here..
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and some of them are old na pala talaga. I thought they look young pa or something kasi Julie Andrews, who played Maria, still looked fantastic pa.

2. Gone with the Wind
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ito talaga ang super classic. I haven't watched it before and includes an entrance song, interlude and all kaya sobrang 4-hour sya.

Vivien Leigh was so pretty, also, the fluffy dresses that she wore are so pretty. At ang ibang level, kahit naghihirap na sila sa movie, she could still afford to look sossy and all.

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ayan, so much for the not-so-long post and massive amount of pictures posted.
so, ayan, obvious na Bum day na naman yesterday, and I've got to be back on the real world again..

'later!


Sunday, September 18, 2005

salinggawi rules!!

Though I haven't been able to cheer for UST SALINGGAWI DANCE TROUPE today, I'm so freaking happy for all of them!

4-peat na kami!!!

And kahit na hindi kami nakapunta ni Nina, we faced a lot of adventures today.

First things first, dapat kasi we'd go to the UST Gym to get an ambush interview of the Baseball players, but to no avail, we just declared a BUM DAY. This time it's diff, kasi kahit bum day, we still planned it. (But we haven't followed them.)

Dapat 2pm, nasa Ab na kami, then after cheering, we'd go to SM San Lazaro for the Docufest.

At quarter to one, we sat at the AB lobby to watch the cheering but them hordes of students blocked our view so Nina decided to go out and look for a TV set, one in some carinderia's outside the campus.

Luckily, the eatery that we often go to has a TV set and were the only ones there.

We picked good ones, but still, Salinggawi's the best. Eh sobrang nahiya na kami dun sa owners kaya we just went back to AB after La Salle's performance. At shempre para kung manalo nga ang USTe, todong school spirit with all the people being united chuva.

So yun, 3rd place FEU, 2nd UP, and for the fourth time, UST won!

....I so love my school, I really wish that after we graduate, I could also come to live competitions just like the alumni does..

Eh, pa-loser sa tagal yung Cheering Competition so hindi na kami nakapunta sa Docufest. Sayang talaga!

but SNAP CLAPS for all of them!!!

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Saturday, September 17, 2005

2nd post for the day

wahehe, I just got a free internet connection today again.

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Just went from the serials' section of the library when I asked Brent to help me get my next report for my Commtheory Class. After that, we noticed that there were 2 empty seats here at the Relion section so lo and behold, were now power tripping here.

Anyway, I got tired waiting for Mela to upload the pictures so I guess I'll just see them later. Well, those were the ones I took during the ABS-CBN Studio tour and 2 of them were the Big Brother House. I really insisted on taking a look at the house because I'm adore the house, the show and the works..

eto na lang pic na to ipopost ko..

gradpic

Tenchu kay Atoy! ( snap claps for him!) for scanning the long-awaited pic. Ooh, I can't believe that in a few months, we'll be marching at the PICC na. But anyway, we still have to PASS Maam Rivera's class of course. Because right now, isa sya sa maraming problemang dumadating sa kasagabalan ng Senior Year namin. Yup! Senior na ko.. Anyone dare to comment on that?

While were still dreading for the Literary Criticism, (which by the way, mukhang yung mga papers na naman namin ang magkakaroon ng criticisms from Maam Rivera), weve been so busy with the MAJORS-- Broadjourn and Sportjourn.. And guess what? Baseball magazine doesn't seem to fit me in their taste. I really can't write anything sport-y.. Let alone writing anything sports column-y. I just wish I didn't blow my commentary on the Manny Pacquiao column or he would definitely punch my ass up to the air.

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jesse bradford

Watched Bring It On last night. Jesse Bradford is such a hottie. I mean, that movie was shown year 2000 and he still looked hot.

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Back to being senti, I guess Im npot like this anymore..

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Got this from Postsecrets and I was just like this person few months ago. I guess I've been really determined to move on but I'm scared to be alone as well.

I saw my diaries last night and read them all. From being shallow to being twenty, I guess I pretty grown well. That I was able to keep myself from dangerous people, I befriended the greatests friends that I would really treasure for a lifetime. And with relationships, I'm pretty sure that I met the best people in this world. And although I haven't seen the person who would sweep me off my feet, I'm still glad to be here, still standing and hoping.

....But I really wish I wouldn't wait that long.

....And I really wish he's not seeing anyone yet.
.....And do pray that my mom would let him be my boyfriend one day. =)

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We'll go cheering for the Salinggawi cheering squad tomorrow for the CheerDAnce Competition. Yay! so excited!
eto result muna ng quizzie.

Your Ideal Relationship is Friends Only
Honestly, you're not really ready for a relationship right now.And you prefer to keep things platonic, for now.That's not to say that one of your friends could be dating material.You're just taking a break for now.


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Hahaaha! Pang-friends lang muna ko. I guess have to sort the other priorities muna.

BTW, 2 days na kaming walang afternoon class. Im so psyched not having Filipino and Ethics. It's just that I keep on stressing myself everyday. Plus there are other things that I really wanted to do. (Besides sleeping and watching PiNoy Big Brother!)

Mela would upload our pics later. Am actually waiting for it right now so I could also post them.. (^-^)

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gotta go check on the essentials =)

Friday, September 16, 2005

recovering from past incidents

ohuhey.. I finally had the chance to blog.. Ive been so busy that I havent had time to go online the whole week. so here goes...

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Though I still believe I deserve to enter the finals round of the kABog, I finally managed to slowly get over it. I mean, its just one contest and besides, I don't want to mourn for it again. Guess it would lead me to even more opportunities. Sasali talaga ko ng Star in a Million pagka-graduate ko! harharhar!

ANYWAY, we finally did the commercial and the interview shoot for our Broadjourn finals last Saturday and Tuesday. It was loads of fun. I can't wait to see the final products of our labor..hehe.. It's also nice seeing Brent be "bakya" for once.. Kidding!

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Yesterday, I fulfilled my lifelong dream.. hehe, just kidding. You see, I have my own version of dreamland, and its not a place where there are lots of candies or anything of that sort. Actually, my dreamland is the ABS-CBN studio.. I guess its so petty or something but I have this hopes of working there in a few years.

So anyway, we went first to the Big Brother House.. Not part of the tour or anything but I just wanna see it because I've been really hooked to the program. So I really made sure to see it before the actual tour starts.

Pinoy Big Brother Cast

At 3:30 or during that hour, we finally went inside the studio, taking pictures of the sets of Game Ka na Ba?, TV pAtrol World and Insider, ANC and Wowowee.. Then saw different celebs like YA Chang, John Pratts, Mel Feliciano, Ces Drilon, Joseph Bitangcol, Edgar Mortiz and the twins from SCQ2..

We also went to the Technical Operations and all that. Just felt bad that we weren't able to watch the tapings and stuff. Or we didn't see Piolo Pascual anywhere..hehe

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HAve to run my other commitments.. Gotcha!

Wednesday, September 07, 2005

post birthday ramblings

My birthday was both a blast and a not-so-good blast this year, but at the end of the day, everything was all worthwhile.

Last Saturady, I was blaring to the whole class that they should have gotten another candidate for the AB Songfest because I think I screwed it up. Another thing, I felt sad when my mom didn't even tell me to go to our house in Nova to celebrate. In other words, I felt so useless, alone, and incapable of doing anything right, a number one freak and a pain in everyone's ass.

So the eve of my birthday comes and Ive been watching feel good movies of Ben Stiller so I could laugh the whole night and forget that I don't have a family to spend my birthday with. Instead of being giddy, Ive drowned myself to self-pity and frustrations in life, singing a happy birthday song in my head.

I'm just glad that some of my friends greeted me when midnight struck.
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Then came morning, I have been receiving text messages from people already. Still no text message from my mother, and I could only afford to reply to people that has Sun Sims because I haven't got any money due to the shopping spree to Quiapo with Mela to celebrate my last day of being a teen after the Saturday class.

Finally, my brother texted me to go there at Nova because my Tita Sol's been expecting me since yesterday. So then, I went and found my mom lying on the couch, no celebration for me whatsoever. And Im seriously starting to weep at that instance.

Still, no other family came, I saw my other tita on the way there but turned out that my cousin's sick so they couldn’t come to our house. Good thing my Tita Sol never failed me. I'm just relieved to see her.

After getting ready to go back to our house here in Tondo, I received a GLORIOUS (I really mean it) text message from an unknown number and says:

CONGRATS! u r part of kABog circle of 25! We wil be having a miting on Monday. Pls. Be at ABSC office ng 11 or 3 pm. Tnx.

And I'm telling you, instead of being sad and stupid at the previous times, that text message made it all worth it!

At first, I went like "oh my God, most have really sucked!" Ok, I'm being mean already. But you see, personally, I think I really did suck too.. I never thought that my knees would go shake again. I mean like, I have been doing interviews with few established names – Mariz Umali, Mayor Libunao, accompanied Nina to the Senate and saw (face to face) the senators but I wasn't tense at those times. And I have sung at 2 debuts (and Nina's debut was in World Trade pa! And I didn't know half of the people who were listening pa, and sang recently at a wedding (where duh! I didn't gaffe and some people even complimented that I should keep it up because I have an excellent voice). I feel as if I was betrayed by my previous problem, which is yeah, STAGE FRIGHT. I mean, when I told my MOM that I felt that way, she analyzed the problem and said:

"Ano ba yan, siguro kasi may judges, pero hello! Kumakanta ka sa debut, sa kasal pero yan lang natakot ka na? Hindi ka pang-contest, pang-guestings ka lang. Hindi ka na pala namin isasali sa contests kung dyan nga lang sa school niyo kinakabahan ka na. Dapat kasi nag-Center for Pop ka muna"

so I replied:

" Hindi pwede! May vow pa ko na after graduation ko, sasali ako ng singing contests. Gusto ko manalo ng house and lot, one million at kotse. Basta!"

but at the back of my mind:

"You cant let me feel worse! Kaya kong sumikat. Ipapakita ko sayo! Argh!"

but of course, that was before I got the text message. So I PROMISE to do well on the semifinals. So knee-shaking anymore! No no no no no!

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Thanks to the following people:

Erin- for the earliest birthday greeting via email!

Mela- for the greatest gift ever! And for going with me to Quiapo. I really had a great time though it was raining. And I loved the earrings that we bought. Ang cool, balik tayo ulit dun! At ibang level ang countdown mo!

Nina- for being there sa elimination and sa September Candymag. You're really a great friend a girl could ever have. Better than Candymag! Luvyah girl! Hehehe.

Bubut- for calling me nung gabi pa lang. Lab talaga kita. Hugs and kisses kay Baby Googoo!

Twin Kaiz- Halatang happy ang bertday mo. May papa pang kasama..hehe.

Princess Michi, Daisy- for greeting me through text nung midnight pa lang.

Yan- Birthday mo ngayon! Happy birthday!
Trixie- Thanks talaga girl!
Jama and Adeth- you're both great! Gosh, I feel as if it's a heavy duty for me to be an important person to you guys. Hehe, joke.
Ruby- sa magandang morning quote at greeting!
Jopsie- Ibang level, ako ang youngest 20? Mukha nga.hehe
Ate Lorie- Mis na kita. Thanks!
Anne Quizon- isa pa, miss na din kita. Hope mag-bonding ulit tayo just like we were still kids.
Patrick- Thanks. Akala ko hindi ka na mag-gi-greet. I know, I referred you sa isang nightmare na pabalik-balik in my sleep but I'm just kidding. Please thank your mom for me.
Bes Jonnah- Hindi daw nya nakalimutan! Kung hindi lang ako nagtext sayo baka hindi mo rin naalala. Joke.
Iye- honored to be the birthday girl.hehe
Ninya- Salamat sa pagkanta ng happy birthday sa text. Sana’y sa susunod, may manghaharana na sakin ng happy birthday from you..hehe
Maro- Akala ko hindi mo na maaalala. Thanks gurl!
Ghie- textmate! Thanks. Songfest coming up!
Jackie- ang anak ko na nagwish na magkaroon na sya ng matinong tatay! Mahal kita!
Tita Lucy and Ate Lory- Thanks a lot!
Arthur- Ibang level ka din. Last greeting of the day! Sana'y maging masaya ka din sa lovelife. Hehehe

Tampo sa Xzeno. Si Yan lang ang bumati. Mabuhay ka YAn yan! Mahal kita..happy birthday din seo! hehehe..Kayo! Iti-treat niyo ko kala nyu! (^___^)

Sa mga 4journ1 nung Saturday! Mahal ko kayo! Mahal ko din si Sir Chua! (^________^)

Sa mga hindi ko napasalamatan, Tenchu din! AYABYU ALL!

Sunday, September 04, 2005

Counting my blessings

In a few hours, I'll be turning TWENTY already. I'm a bit excited and all but I'm neither frightened of anything nor conscious of my age, unlike Brent whom at his last birthday made a fuss on how he's going to turn 20 already or something like that.

So anyway, I still feel that its a big deal to finally count what Ive earned, lessons that Ive encountered for the past 19 years. Let's just see how much I could afford to scribble.

I'm LUCKY BECAUSE...

*Ive been blessed with an almost perfect family. Since the day I was born, I was never ever deprived of my childhood. My dad would buy me gifts and although he couldn't always be there for me, I finally learned that he did all that for us. And sometimes, I would get mad at my mom for being strict but then she still show us how she cares for us.

*I made a whole lot of friends during elementary, high school and especially now that I'm in college. And luckily, the ones from my childhood are still there for me.

*I've been able to experience the feeling of love and be loved. I had good and not-so-good boyfriends, I had dates (although shempre patago!) and never did I pay once for a date. I dont know if I'm just lucky or something but at least I didn't look like desperate for a date or something.

*Everytime something bad would happen, my instincts would tell me the right things to do. And I never underestimate my power towards that feeling.

*I've been to a lot of places already, attended plays, visited lots of museums, watched movies, and made music a big part of my life.

*I've been blessed with a voice that is fair enough for me to call a talent. And it amazed a lot of people already.

*My parents let me take the course and school I'm attending now. They have been supportive although we all know that writing is a tough profession to be in.

*Although there are tough times, I was still able to make up for it.

*I've been able to read a lot of books since I was young. And my mom encourages me to do so. From fairy tales to Sweet Valley, Archie comics and now, novels

*The feeling that I could always count on my friends and would stay with me in good or bad times.

*That even though I had this addiction on Candymags, my mom never burned a single copy of it.

*When I refuse or wanted to cry but feel as if I cannot, the sky would always cry for me.

*Even if there are a lot of pressures in this world, I could be able to relax watching movies with friends or with my family.

*That I finally believed in the phrase "TIME HEALS ALL WOUNDS"

*I've been able to meet popular personalities, people who are not famous but has a lot to offer, and ordinary people who would forever change my life and my perspective.

*Although I have been turned down by a lot of people or have been accused of things that I'm not really capable of doing, I would always stay strong and believe in myself.

*God gave me lots of confidence to be what I really want.

*I was never hated by anyone unless its necessary. Anyway, I don't have anything to hide or they couldn't expose something from me naman.

*I was never forced to do anything I oppose to.

*And lastly, for the years that Ive been loved, though of, cared. Because that made me the person I am now.

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To my childhood friends -- Alydee, Vangie, Madel, Abi, Pen, Myla, Raymond, Mel, Jack, Jovie, Mitos, Anne, Joy, Juvi, Shasha, Margaret

To my elementary friends--Ninya, Iye, Tessa, Sason, Kim, Vanessa, Rica, Mike, Reyland, JP, Dyan, Pauline, Stefan (happy birthday din!), Eldie, Karina, Edrei, etc.

To my high school friends --Sis, Malyn, April, Jackie, Andrea, Lovely Joy, Maro, Jeptha, Pre, Rona, Bevs, Ina, Michelle,

Ang mga love na love kong Xzenophillia Quixotics -- Shang, Eden, Jen, Wy, Jhile, Jheng, Bien, Yan, Riza, Kaye, Ann, Chet, Vaneng, Tats, Tin, Jeisen, Jayson, Julborn, JN,etc.

Shempre, the people that I'm with right now -- Karmela, Jops, Brent, Nina, Schuy, Jam, Badet, Erin, Princess Michi, Twin Kaiz (Happy Birthday!), Daisy, Earlie,and the rest of 4JOURN1 and other college friends, NSTP Friends, etc. We rock!!!

Sa mga nagpaiyak sakin na mga hinayupak na lalaki, YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE!

My elementary Bes Jonnah

My bezzie BUBUT
And to all the people that have been a part of my life.

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Oh diba? Thank you to the max ito. Birthday ko naman, pagbigyan na ko.

I still cant believe I'm turning 20. Sorry, hindi naman po kasi halata eh.

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BTW, I sang for KABOG- AB SONGFEST today. I can't believe I sucked. I mean, Im used to debuts and weddings but I never saw this coming. Not for at least a few months. My knees went shaking the whole time I was singing. I let my 4Journ1 down. And now I feel as if im not born for it anymore..=(

But I'll be okay i guess..

Gracias y'all! =)

Friday, September 02, 2005

que horrible!

I just got my gradpic today. I mean the copy of the pictures and I certainly looked awful. And I hate it that much, I wanna copy JAM's reaction when she got her gradpic!

GUSTO KO NA RIN SIYANG IPASUNOG! AAARRRGGHH!

Nakakainis talaga kasi (I believe) I've always been photogenic of some sort. I mean, kahit papaano naman, tuwing nagpapapicture ako, hindi ako nagugulat sa mga lumalabas, instead, I would always be astounded because either cute (daw) ako or sobrang naging pretty ako na minsan hindi ko alam na ako pala yung pinicture-an. Pero this time, argh talaga! Di na ko papakuha ng picture sa Red Images. Kahit pa mababait sila.

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I feel as if Studio 23 is my bestfriend. You see, before my birthday comes, like on Saturday, Gilmore Girls season5 will start. And Im psyched to see it.

And BTW, Elimination Round for AB songfest will be on Saturday too. Im nervous coz its my first time to join a singing contest. Alone, I mean.

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So yun, countdown ulit? nya, no way. basta Im gonna post something before I turn twenty on Sunday.. hehehe..

gotta go!

Thursday, September 01, 2005

and then there was light

Finally, it is over. And the funny thing is, Ive suspected someone who isnt even capable of doing it. And Ive already said sorry to her. That's the least thing I could do for saying nasty things to her.

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So anyway, I was late again for our meeting. It's very unbecoming of me. When I was in high school, I would always loathe anyone late is our class. That Im used to waiting that being waited at. Now, circumstances have changed and my friends would be mad at me for being the person to be waited at. And Im hating myself right now.

And yeah, it's all my fault because I havent done anything yesterday. I just watched movies. You know why?

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Last Sunday, my dad went abroad again. And because we had all the time after the plane took off, My Mom, Lester and I went to Baclaran. After going to Church, we strolled upon the dozen tiangges and footwear shops around. And after that, I saw this DVD Heaven Shop but costs too much that the ones in Quiapo. So I just begged my Mom to go to Avenida the following day.

So Monday comes, and there are no classes due to a holiday, we went to some places then after, went straight to Avenida. Ok, piracy movieland is in front of my eyes so I splurged already.

Then I saw this one stall that says:

"DVD 3 for 100"

I went then and there, saw the most priceless movies I havent watched yet.

1. The Phantom of the Opera
2. The Phantom of the Opera 80's version
3. Gone with the Wind
4. The Sound of Music
5. Legally Blonde
6. Legally Blonde 2
7. Miss Congeniality
8. Miss Congeniality: Armed and fabulous
9. Bridget Jones
10. Bridget Jones Edge of Reason
11. The Forgotten
12. Hotel Rwanda

Ang dami diba? Actually, 3 for 100 na, yung isang DVD would have at least 4 or 6 movies in one copy. Next, I would buy the horror thingie. HAHA! Possible Movie Marathon coming up.
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And I guess it would be an early present for me since my birthday's coming up in a few days. I'll be turning 20!

No need to buy me anything fancy, its the thought that counts..nyahaha..Im kidding..=)

And Im counting the days already.. 4 days nalang actually..=)


Saturday, August 27, 2005

I'm so fed up with all the loops that Ive been at. I mean, I just wanted to arrive to the truth.
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Anyway, I slept late this morning doing all the projects, the editing, my ethics assignment, the terrifying broadjourn script and being a zombie at once.

Despite all of these and the wee hours of the morning, I still couldn't bear to sleep because I don't want to fail Broadjourn (heck! not bradjourn or my opportunities will go down the drain),
I'm persistent last night and tada, the people in outside our house are blabbing about anything and everything that I wanted to shush them all out!

But I couldn't do that, know why? Because I live in Tondo.

Everytime my classmates in college would ask where I live, I would always give them a hesitant answer because apparently, we don't have that good of a record. So I would always tell them.

"SA MAY GAGALANGIN"

Of course they wouldn't know where that might be so an honest way of telling it,

"SA MAY TONDO"

And everyone would create stories on how its scary to be there, na may nananaga, na maraming riots, etc.

Maybe half of that is true. But then, I try not to meddle with other people there. After all, I only had quite a few number of true friends, calm ones, mind you.
In fairness naman, kahit naman ganun, never pa kong na-snatch-an ng fone, nakidnap or anything. Gangster daw ako dun sabi nila Brent.

Whatever!

Then I would say,

"Sa totoo lang, prinsesa ko dun. Oo, ako yung leader nila. Kaya yun, hindi nila ko ginagalaw", as if they would believe that!

In fact, it's really not so scary there. May instances. Pero pag alam naman nila na friend ka, they're nice to you. Hindi naman kami nangangagat. An alternative way to say it is maybe they're just having that facade so that walang mangaagrabyado sa kanila. I guess may trait na din akong ganun. Not that I always get into fights, in fact, I haven't been in a bloodshedding one. Maybe in a verbal with my former friends but still, we made up immediately and it was a petty thing. We just laugh whenever it crosses our minds.

So kahit gusto ko na talagang talakan yung mga neighbors, I just tried to concentrate on the screen that was in front of me. Just so I could control my temper and for them to dissolve right there and then.

After all, ang image ni Ria dun - "Ah yung hindi lumalabas ng bahay?, Yung sinasabi niya noon palang bata siya na makikita siya sa TV after ilang years?"

Diba parang bait-baitan? Paano, konti na nga lang kaming teens na hindi pasaway dun, gagaya pa ko? I am better off doing other things that be like them.

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But If I were to choose, mahal ko pa din ang Tondo. Maybe that is the reason why I refuse to live at our house in Nova. Basta. Ganun talaga eh. You cant force someone to change instantly.

And I'm still happy to be here.

Thank you very much!

Friday, August 26, 2005

not over til its over

I'm sick and tired of all those threats coming in at Mela and surprise, also to me.

I mean WTF? If you're not guilty, you'd reply a short note, tell her you didnt do it, say "I'm sorry but my conscience is clear!" and then you would rest because you know you didn't do it..

But in the accused person's case, she gave at least a dozen reasons to make us think she really did it.

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I had a great time today, until this happened. But I wont let it get me.

I know we're better than all of them.

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My dad will go back abroad again. Before my birthday. OMG Im gonna be twenty in a few days. Like I would really look like 20?

harharhar!
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gotta go make myself put my head in a bucket full of ice.

Wednesday, August 24, 2005

bakit ang daming insecure?

My good friend Karmela was bombarded with threats and all that with the Ryan Mico guy. I just couldnt understand why the one who really did the plot and all needs to create a thing like that. I mean, are they that insecure to her? napaka-pathetic talaga. Good thing we had it all figured out. Paano, ang tanga tanaga kasi naman. May ka-link na na only guy sa friendster yung kabarkada pa nila! heller!

And she also said that she received 30 missed calls. 30? dude kung ang babaeng dinump nga hindi tatawag ng 30 times sa lalaking gusto niya. Maybe twice but not 30! I cant believe this.

Pero sino nga bang hindi maiinsecure kung dinump sya diba? but Mela is so over the guy anyway. She has a life now, a good one in fact. Well, enough blabbing. I care for her that's why i felt the need to defend her.

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have pending works pa but I guess I'd be able to do them all in no time. watched Breakfast at Tiffany's the other night and the classic was superb. I havent watched any pa kasi. Im hoping to see CAsablanca before I die.. hehe..
well thats all.got to check mails and all that. =)

Sunday, August 21, 2005

prelims and all that jazz..

Prelims is finally over... is it really?

I mean I havent finished transcribing the interview of Mayor Libunao. and that was supposed to be the Broadjourn prelim.. I still cant encode his quotes because its either too fast or too unclear.. but I'm happy with it..
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and tonight, im gonna catch a Gilmore Girls Double episode, a movie marathon of Imelda, Breakfast at Tiffany's, Hitch and other movies if I get bitin.. (as if I'd get bitin!yay!)

Tonight, there's this Korean Ghost movie pa that stars Kim Ha Nul and the Jedrick Yoon guy in Oh Feel Young.. yay!
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Mela, Brent and I realized that 'some' people can be accomodating if they found out that you have the same alma mater. We went to City Hall yesterday to conduct a brief interview for the Civic Journalism. Some pointed us to different persons and said that we should have a letter pa or something. But when we asked one department and found out she's from USTE and recognized the lambda thingie, ayun, she lets us snag the interview..

haay, everything for recognition..
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wanna shout a happy birthday to my friend Tin.. come back to the Philippines.

and JOPS AND MICHIE, HAppy Birthday for tomorrow. I know I wont be able to blog after this..nyahahaha..


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I shouldve posted pics but sadly, the CD didnt work..

argh! nextime I promise!

Friday, August 19, 2005

trip to senate

although my mom always say na wala na daw ginagawa ang Senate ngayon, ewan ko ba amused pa rin ako sa kakagulantang na nangyari kahapon. sori!

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Nina was supposed to interview Sen. Drilon but surprise surprise! she snagged an interview of Sen Lapid (purely Pinoy of course!), Sen. Ping Lacson, and Sen. Enrile. I was really hoping to see my kababayan Miriam Defensor Santiago but she isnt there yet.

We also waited for Sen Lim but he isnt there yet. So we just decided to go na.

Yun, so Sen. Lim's interview led to Lapid, Lacson and Enrile. cool nga eh..

We took pictures of Mar Roxas and I.. Joke lang.. frame lang nya. hindi ko sya nakita eh. sayaaang!

Ms. Mila also led us to the Session Hall.

"Nakita ko yung asawa ni MEGASTAR! nyahahah! whatever!"

After contemplating whether to go home or not, sige uwi na. Pagbaba ng elevator, nakita namin si Sen. Lim. argh!
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The trip was fun but tiring. But being there in the building makes you feel astounded or something. Yay to the senators because I thought they would be snobs and all. Apparently, hindi pala sila madamot magshare ng time for interview.. yay!

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My day didnt end there actually, had plans of meeting my elementary bezzie, Jonnah. She was residing near P. Noval lang pala. Pero yun, we went to Sm SAn Lazaro and surprise, surprise! I saw my high school teachers Gng.Cruz and Ms. Arevalo.

We talked of high school ka-batch and all.

Tapos went back to Uste coz Jonnah doesnt wanna go home alone, so had dinner at lover's Lane.. saya saya kaya.

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And I ended up with all smiles.. yay!

missed.

God I missed blogging!

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Ive been preoccupied these past few days with interviews, interviews and more interviews and school stuff.

last sunday, (which was the only day of rest, God forbid!) i was watching Diego Luna strutting his stuff in the Dirty Dancing Havana Nights when a phonecall made me realize that Im not in Diego's world anymore. So I answered it and Mela was furiously telling me that we snagged an interview with her Tito Mo. And that she wasnt amused with me since she has been calling my cell for the nth time. I know its my fault and I promised myself that I would buy a magnetic field or something if I find a treasure chest one day. (enough kidding ria!)

So anyway, Mela called again at 12:30 telling me that I should already be at her dorm at 1pm.. To make the long story short, I was late..... again.

We came at Parc Chateau still alive (thanks to Mela's brother) and dyaran! interview accomplished. Was even amused by the interview because it was very well done, thank you very much!

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I (finally!) watched Bridget Jones Diary The Edge of Reason. was cool. yun lang. masaya lang.

next post coming up!

Wednesday, August 10, 2005

sing a song.

i suddenly had an urge to sing..

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As I was transcribing the taped interview that we had about Alex Briones (last year's photojourn classmate), I admired his passion for taekwondo and made it his life. And he really worked on something he really think he can do best.

Then I wondered, if I had a choice, would i pick Music as my course instead of Journalism?

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I always loved music. I loved the idea of performing in concerts.

I discovered my passion for singing way way back. In my 4th grade, I could still remember that I really made sure I joined the Glee Club. As my palms are sweating when I was singing my piece, Tell Me, I'm determined to get in. And I did. It led me to a contest when I was in that grade, sang in different events in school and even won something for the whole class.

Then came high school. When I entered the grounds of ICAM, I joined the Glee Club with Ms. Ortega as our moderator. It was funny because at that time, my voice was so breathy and she didnt know what range would she put me. That's the story behind the ALTO 2 thing. In second year, more unforgettable experiences happened to me. It was my first time to sing at a choral concert. I felt so good when I saw my family and friends clapping for me when I was on stage. ANd it really is a great feeling. Third year, we joined different competitions and became an active member. Lastly, the fourth year was way better because we I was appointed PRO of the club under Ms. Catama, competed for the Spirits in HArmony contest held at the St. Scholastica School, and another one in NEw Era University and met the man I used to love.( he didnt go there, we just decided to meet there.)

I loved singing. I never thought I wouldnt experience these again.

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On the other hand, if I didnt choose Journalism, I wouldnt be able to meet the greatest friends during in the presence of the old JRN1 and the reshuffled JRN1, go to other plays inside and outside the campus, meet different people, interview popular and not so popular personalities, have sleep-overs, be invited out of town, go bar-hopping with friends, get good and not so good grades,eing handled ny professors I never thought I would meet like Maam Mamawal, Sir Zulueta, Maam Arriola, Sir Cuartero, etc.,join the Journalese, be an intern at Manila Times, be stressed, etcetera, etcetera.

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In conclusion, (If Only line na naman) Music and Journalism are two different matter but I would still choose to be in my position right now. I guess some things should have their respective time. Now Journalism, next fame!

...just kidding, well I could dream too you know?

gotta go check all my other accounts. tata!

Sunday, August 07, 2005

diligent kuno.

Im here at school today though im not supposed to be here.

Diligent kunwari eh noh?

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I finally revised our journalese blogging article. but I've noticed that everytime my workload is lessened, new ones would fill it again.

I haven't had enough sleep last night but i still feel active. now that's a good thing..

Emmalyn, my high school classmate-slash-ancestor is with me right now. I've planned us some R and R before I get crazy with school works again. A movie marathon of Battle Royale parts 1 and 2.. i dunno if you could call that relaxation but if it includes a popcorn and a soft couch, might as well tell it as it is..

Oh whattheheck! im just vain. kill me now..

the queen bee
last saturday sa "wheels"..hehe

dramatic
this one's a favorite.. so nostalgic..makes me like im in casablanca or something..

ria mela and jam
happy three friends version 2. 'twas when my hair's still short. and we still look young at that time.=)

Saturday, August 06, 2005

Roco's dead?!?

OMG! i cant believe SEn Raul Roco is already dead.

i just found out this minute.

i mean, i personally voted for him. and really wanted him to win. i really wish he could be in peace now. he made a good fight..

hindi kaya natatakot si Ping Lacson and Bro.Eddie Villanueva na dalawang presidentiables na ang namamatay this year?

oohlala..

topic ito..hehehehe

hectic doll

I must confess that I watched the Maalaala mo kaya- Judy Ann-Ryan episode last night.

I'm a sucker for love stories and romance, hence, I was deeply moved by the story last night. I got kilig with the pair-up actually. And I'm hoping that I could seek true love as soon as possible. I dont know, maybe the thought of someone caring for you as much as you care for yourself makes it all worth risking the pain and the joys to be in a relationship. And I guess I'm ready to face love once again. I really do. Its just that I dont want to waste my life waiting and wishing anymore.

Oh I wish I could meet you already...

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didn't have broadjourn yesterday so I bummed again, provided that it is the only day I could pamper myself. I guess it worked for me. this weekend, I would really try to review, start and finish my sportsjourn article prelim, read taxation cases, and throw myself off the cliff.

Oh, and by way, thank you Sun Cellular for making my life miserable right now. (you see, there's this story that I chose my heart over my mind. My mind says I should load my Globe sim but my heart says I should load my Sun sim. And I chose what my heart says, and our location is included to the upgrading maintenance or something like that service) Now my load is going to expire soon and I haven't even enjoyed it yet. Funny thing is, I could send messages whenever I'm at school but when I step into our house, the chances of sending messages is zero percent.

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I also felt bad for our journalese-blogging article. I don't wanna kill the article but it seems that its going down. I just hope I could do justice to it by having it overnight.

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Still have a paper for commtheory. And hopefully pass it today. Tons of workload pa. I really need someone to cheer me up. Cmon clowns, fill my day!

Nadanadanadanada after this.

Monday, August 01, 2005

ok na nga.

sabi ko na, naguguluhan na naman ako ngayon. bakit ka pa nagtext kanina?

haay, apektado na naman ako. bakit ba kung gaano kalakas yung hangin sa labas, ganun din kalakas yung impact mo sa buhay ko? fine. masaya ka na. just leave me with my misery. mahal mo sya, ako hindi. i get it. siguro naman napapansin mo na if ever may ka-relasyon din ako, hindi ako nagpaparamdam sayo diba?

maybe, i wanna be friends. but not now. give me time to recharge. alam mo pala na hindi pa ko over, eh bakit ka pa nagparamdam ulit. meron ka pang "with you its as if i could see my future".

hindi ako naghihinanakit. pero naguguluhan pa ko.

akala ko kasi.. shet, wag na nga. ayoko na ng akala.

sana lang maging masaya ka. at ako. at siya sa'yo.

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been doing this last night. ka-vain talaga..

magic

Saturday, July 30, 2005

eternal sunshine

If I would have my memory erased, would I still meet you again?

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Just random thoughts. Whenever I watch a movie, its either I get to relieve with it or get traumatized and never watch it again. Like in IF ONLY, my friends are already fed up with me bringing it up. Maybe I talk too much about it because I could or I would also die for love. I love the idea of being in love and having someone to share it with.

Now this movie, ETERNAL SUNSHINE OF THE SPOTLESS MIND, is another one that I must say, moved me to a different psyche. But in my case, I would have a diverse way of the procedure. First, I would let my memories be taken away, all the pain and all the joys that I have experienced. WHY? Because I would rather not meet him than see us both being hurt. I know he's happy now. And maybe I'm not that miserable anymore because I'm starting to appreciate my present situation. But I hate it whenever memories would take over me and feel sorry for not continuing the relationship, or I haven't fought for it. I know, pathetic, but I finally realized that I should really learn to love myself again and not make myself wretched anymore. And you know what, I grew tired of waiting so kahit 20% na lang daw ang straight guys sa Earth, (according to DUDA)
I would still wait and hang on to the idea of love.

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again, I bummed the whole weekend. Watched 2 movies actually, CLOSER and ETERNAL SUNSHINE nga, then back-to-back episodes of Gilmore Girls. Next week, Rory’s graduation na. Actually reruns na lang sya, but still I really like the show.

Oh I wish that Sun Cellular would work already. I have to text people and disturb them all. Nyahaha. That's an advantage when you're single you know? You get to text or call your friends and ask if they happen to know someone you could date. But so far, I haven't got any. Sayang. Hehe just kidding. Graduate muna ko.

Have to go soak my head to the nearest pillow. I'm sluggish already.

my layout's ruined again?

my layout is ruined. i dunno what happened with it. but im not fretting yet, i think there's this connection problem in the library again.

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i cant believe what happened yesterday! the only day that i was absent was the day that they have been doing the broadcast exercise. i really missed the chance. and i really wanted to be a broadcaster? stupid grad studio. i hate them now.

ive been restless these past few days. almost everyday, i would just have 3-6 hours of sleep. no wonder hindi na ko tumangkad no? its just so tiring to go to school, go malling and have a life at the same time. parang wala na kong "ME" time katulad noon where i could spend the whole day bumming, tapos i would watch all the movies i could see, have a mani-pedi courtesy of myself and just lie on the bed.

i cant see myself doing all that anymore.

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ive been meaning to change the other blog's layout. im maintaining 3 blogs already plus the one on multiply. but as ive said, i need new inspirations. help!

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gotta stop chatting now. im talking wto myself already..

Friday, July 29, 2005

lonely

for the past twenty minutes, i really felt that its lonely without your friends if you happen to have your gradpic taken..

nyahaha, i just felt sad that there's no one to cheer me up and force me to smile. i dont like to see the photographer's face. i wanna see mela, bubut or even brent there. i cant even decide on what to choose for the annual, the 8R and the 2r's and believe it or not, this picture would forever haunt me because it is a living proof that i graduated (or about to graduate) at USTe..

i feel really bad.

i dont feel confident on how i looked because i was comparing it to my cutesy high school gradpic.. i know, pathetice isnt it, but it feels sad picking out without friends having their thoughts or something.. tapos wala rin akong gradpic sa fone ko.. nakakainis talaga..buti na nga lang nandun si DADA and PRINCESS MICHIE, or else, im gonna barf..

just so everyone would know, its my first time to be absent on one of my majors. i mean, i skipped thesis to watch if only, but missing Broadcast Journalism class is a lot to me. argh..i really feel bad not seeing Mam Mamawal and all the things i could learn, especially when it could pave my my way to ba famous..

tama na nga..

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have to meet my friends pa.. waah! i missed broadjourn. i cant even stop thinking about it...

looking back..

whattheheck! i just wanna have fun right now..got this from michi

BOLD THE ONES YOU'VE DONE*

smoked a cigarette
smoked a cigar
madeout with a member of the same sex
crashed a friend's car
stolen a car
been in love-- over and over again
been dumped --same old, same old
shoplifted
been fired
been in a fist fight
snuck out of my parents’ house-- by this, i mean lied to get out of the house
had feelings for someone who didn’t have them back--same old din..
been arrested
made out with a stranger
gone on a blind date -- once and he became my boyfriend!
lied to a friend
had a crush on a teacher
been to Europe
skipped school --kanina lang..huhuhu!
slept with a co-worker
seen someone die
been to Canada
been to Mexico
been on a plane-- via Iloilo..i wanna go back there!
thrown up in a bar
purposely set a part of myself on fire
eaten Sushi
been snowboarding
met someone in person from xanga
been moshing at a concert
been in an abusive relationship --emotionally speaking..
taken painkillers
love someone or miss someone right now
laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by
made a snow angel -- may snow ba sa Pinas?
had a tea party
flown a kite
built a sand castle
played dress up

jumped into a pile of leaves
gone sledding
cheated while playing a game
been lonely
fallen asleep at work/school
-- ano pa kaya si Mela? hehehe
watched the sunset
felt an earthquake
touched a snake
slept beneath the stars
been tickled

been robbed
been misunderstood
petted a reindeer/goat
won a contest --from candymag..wow!
run a red light
been suspended from school
been in a car accident
had braces
felt like an outcast -lalo na nung High SChool
eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
had deja vu
danced in the moonlight
hated the way you look
witnessed a crime
questioned your heart
been obsessed with post-it notes
squished barefoot through the mud
been lost --kadiri pero nung papunta kami ng star city..argh!
been to the opposite side of the country
swam in the ocean
felt like dying
cried yourself to sleep --especially nung breakup with starfish
played cops and robbers
recently colored with crayons/colored pencils/markers
sung karaoke --actually nabubulahaw na mga neighbors
paid for a meal with only coins
done something you told yourself you wouldn't
made prank phone calls
laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose
--sorry tin..
caught a snowflake on your tongue
danced in the rain
written a letter to Santa Claus
been kissed under a mistletoe
watched the sun rise with someone you care about
blown bubbles --edmund's bday..children's party..nyahaha
made a bonfire on the beach
crashed a party
gone rollerskating
had a wish come true
humped a monkey
worn pearls
jumped off a bridge
screamed penis in class
ate dog/cat food
told a complete stranger you loved them
kissed a mirror
sang in the shower

have a little black dress
had a dream that you married someone--counted ba si Paul Nicholls?
glued your hand to something
got your tongue stuck to a flag pole
kissed a fish
worn the opposite sex's clothes
been a cheerleader
sat on a roof top
screamed at the top of your lungs --normal lang sakin..hehe
done a one-handed cartwheel
talked on the phone for more than 6 hours
stayed up all night
didn't take a shower for a week
pick and ate an apple right off the tree
climbed a tree
had a tree house
are scared to watch scary movie
believe in ghosts
have more then 30 pairs of shoes
worn a really ugly outfit to school just to see what others say
gone streaking
played ding-dong-ditch
played chicken
been pushed into a pool with your clothes on
been told you're hot by a complete stranger
broken a bone
been easily amused

caught a fish then ate it
made porn
caught a butterfly
laughed so hard you cried
cried so hard you laughed
cheated on a test

have a Britney Spears CD --i have two actually.
forgotten someone's name
slept naked
French braided someone's hair
gone skinny dippin in a pool
been threatened to be kicked out of your house
been kicked out your house

**actually, konti pa yan,though it doesnt really make me one heck of a person, kahit mga simple things lang, could be very special..(ayy, nagsenti..)

Wednesday, July 27, 2005

pathetic na bata..

have been answering surveys over time..arrgh, wala talagang magawa these past few days..

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natapos ang SONA yesterday, i watched it and saw Drilon smirking.. politics talaga.. pero i dnt wanna replace pGMA..dont want to..yay yay!

Mela, Brent and I have to meet for our sportsjourn interview today..i guess its really time to work na since i really bummed the whole weekend.. i have been watching a heck lot of movies and forgot that i have responsibilities pa..

but i was really fun.. i mean just lying on the bed and doing nothing....besides daydreaming of course..

at sino pa ba dine-daydream? shempre si paul nicholls.. i really hooked..

oh, survey nalang nga..

:: threesssss.... ::
Three names you go by:
1. Ria
2. Hazel
3. Iya or iyay

Three screen names you have had:
1. sugarsmile
2. hazelnut
3. supergoddess(nyahaha!)

Three physical things you like about yourself:
1. my eyes
2. hair
3. my voice.

Three physical things you don't like about yourself:
1. arms( arrgh!)
2. my nose
3. hands

Three parts of your heritage:
1. Filipino
2. Chinese
3. Ilongga

Three things that scare you:
1. mice!
2. death
3. being single forever

Three of your everyday essentials:
1. food
2. powder
3. perfume

Three of your favorite musical artists:
1. J. Lo
2. MYMP
3. Mariah Carey

Three of your favorite songs:
1. Tell me where it hurts
2. the day you said goodnight
3. breakdown

Three things you want in a relationship:
1. Love
2. honesty
3. passion

Three lies and truths in no particular order:
LIES:
1. I could get over a relationship easily
2. Never akong nagka-boyfriend
3.i hate my exes.
TRUTH:
1. I'm still hoping that he’ll come back
2. I could sing all day
3. I love my friends

Three physical things about the opposite sex that appeals to you:
1. dazzling eyes
2. pointed nose
3. good singing voice

Three of your favorite hobbies:
1. singing
2. Reading
3. blogging

Three things you want to do really badly now:
1. Call teddy bear and clear everything
2. punch starfish (just kidding)
3. join a singing contest

Three careers you're considering/you've considered:
1. be a broadcaster
2. journalist
3. a performer (singer)

Three places you want to go on vacation:
1. London (if only! Nyahaha!)
2. Hongkong (shopping!)
3. Australia! (nyahahaha! Hahabulin ko xa!)

Three kid's names you like:
1. Tiffany
2. Jasmine (kaso name na ng baby ni bezzie yun eh!)
3. Amber

Three things you want to do before you die:
1. get married
2. be a broadcaster
3. be close to my parents

Three ways that you are stereotypically a boy:
1. I HAD (meaning past ha!) crushes on girls
2. I think Jessica Simpson looks HOT!
3. I like hanging out with guys

Three ways that you are stereotypically a girl:
1. I love pink!
2. I'm not a pig(hehe)
3. I make pa-cute whenever there is a handsome guy.

Three celeb crushes:
1. Paul Nicholls! (marry me n0w!)
2. Josh Hartnett
3. Lee Dong Gun

THREE people that I would like to see take this quiz:
1. Nina
2. Malyn
3. Brent

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