This Heart's Month...

Believe it or not, I am pressured. Its my first Valentine's Day with him and I want it to be special. Not just because he deserves it, but also for me, who believes in love and happy endings and pink fondant cakes and laces and fluffy gowns someday. For almost ten months, here we are, stronger than ever. I didn't actually imagine that people from his end would support and even love me as if I were their own. But what touched me the most was when his grandmother told me to continue what we have and that I would always be welcome in their family. Sometimes, I'm not even sure if I deserve it. Maybe I really did something good :) We have a long road ahead. Its will be a tiring battle, but hopefully worth it in the end. If I could only choose, I would pretty much get a time machine, program myself to the time where I could help him not get involved in the mess he's in. ..But I guess that's life. You have to make mistakes so you'd end up to the right one :) And so I leave with my favorite line from the movie, Tangled: Rapunzel: What if it's not everything I dreamed it would be? Flynn Rider: It will be. Rapunzel: And what if it is? What do I do then? Flynn Rider: Well,that's the good part I guess. You get to go find a new dream. Dream a good dream everyone!