Here We Go Again..

I have that song blaring in my head all week.

I was trying to get over him. I was walking away and the traces of my footsteps were nowhere to be found, but then one call. One phonecall changed everything. I dont know what will happen next, but I'll let God lead me to the path where I am needed the most.

Ze Guy Friend called me last night. He said he was drinking. No, not because of me ha. :P He's trying to get some sleep daw. And because we havent talked for days, except for a text, he decided to call my number. He said that he saw our Manila Autoshow pictures and asked me why I didnt bother to tell him so he could go with me. I just answered that its me and my ex's thing. A flat out answer. I'm not sure if he was taken aback, but since he was so busy that week, I didnt invite him. Not that I want to, but I need him to man up if he really wants to go with me. I want him to do the asking. But anyway, he was nice last night that I didnt dare question when he said he missed talking to me and hearing my voice. Hahaha!

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Now Im confused. Im confused because someone is asking to get back into my heart. The heart I tried closing. But Im okay. I'm happy for now. I can finally clear things to him and not argue like cats and dogs. I dont know what would happen, but I can only hope for the best. :)

And yeah, I still feel the same way, even after three years have already passed. I just hope I can be truly happy. With no more pain and ache. No more pricking in my heart but pure bliss. :)