Wednesday, December 02, 2009

I have that song blaring in my head all week.

I was trying to get over him. I was walking away and the traces of my footsteps were nowhere to be found, but then one call. One phonecall changed everything. I dont know what will happen next, but I'll let God lead me to the path where I am needed the most.

Ze Guy Friend called me last night. He said he was drinking. No, not because of me ha. :P He's trying to get some sleep daw. And because we havent talked for days, except for a text, he decided to call my number. He said that he saw our Manila Autoshow pictures and asked me why I didnt bother to tell him so he could go with me. I just answered that its me and my ex's thing. A flat out answer. I'm not sure if he was taken aback, but since he was so busy that week, I didnt invite him. Not that I want to, but I need him to man up if he really wants to go with me. I want him to do the asking. But anyway, he was nice last night that I didnt dare question when he said he missed talking to me and hearing my voice. Hahaha!


Now Im confused. Im confused because someone is asking to get back into my heart. The heart I tried closing. But Im okay. I'm happy for now. I can finally clear things to him and not argue like cats and dogs. I dont know what would happen, but I can only hope for the best. :)

And yeah, I still feel the same way, even after three years have already passed. I just hope I can be truly happy. With no more pain and ache. No more pricking in my heart but pure bliss. :)

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