Friday, November 07, 2008

I'm so wishing that this will go out of my mind already. I know, its been bugging me for weeks, but still, I dont wanna wave the white flag. Sorry will not come from me. Friendship is so overrated. Maybe one of the toxic friends Ive been talking about is her. Im not sure.

Im past being immature. She says I'm not a good friend because I refused to do what she wanted me to do. For what? Is our friendship even worth that favor? And besides, Im not the one responsible for her actions, I didnt push her to play with this certain person. So why am I getting blamed?

And the worst part of it all? I dont have to prove my loyalty to a person. I think that I have been beyond loyalty issues already. Were in our twenties, for God's sake. Were not even in Elementary where one steals another bestfriend or gets mad at the other because he/she has been a much greater friend. Because really, that one is immature and selfish.

So this will be my last piece. Go to your toxic friends, if youre really so into them. I dont care. I dont want to care anymore. Just like Serena said, " I have been bending over backwards so I dont outshine you." Maybe this time, I could fine my own stage, the truest sense of people around me. And lets go past insecurity issues. Because frankly, I'm not. And I will never be.

Bad news for me. I just found out that my brother's schedule still isnt pristine. And I have to deal with going with Mom to Novaliches every weekend...again. I know it might sound so melodramatic, but I always thought that it'll be for a semester ONLY. Oh well, guess I couldnt do anything but wait for Dad to come home.

And this weekend, I will finally finish Breaking Dawn, the last book in the Twilight Series. Yay! I started last weekend, and Im finally over! What an accomplishment, by the way. Maybe I was just too eager to read them. And the fact that I am so excited of what'll happen. After that, I could finally read my other books, and buy more books (or in my case most of time, he takes care of buying them) until someday, our future house will look like this:

That is what I'd consider a perfect life. hehehe. Of course, given the fact the I also have HIM

And lastly, AIR21 called me up just now and told me that he's currently outside our house and delivering my BDJ 2009 planner right to our doorstep. Yay! Now Im excited to go home. 5 sharp, here I come. hehehe.

Gotta go! Have a nice weekend! I know I will, at least for the Sunday. hehehe.


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