Bum Rants Again

Ive reorganized my PC table today. I don't know, I just find it too stressful with all the papers scattered around it. And Hon went at our house to bring the "That 70's Show" dvds and did a season 1 marathon. Anyway, he finally made my CS3 work. Now I have to figure out how to use it since I was used to Photoshop 7. Darn technology. But I also loved my Google Taskbar. You see, when I went to his house last Thursday, I was tad envious of his lappie so I asked him to set up something like that to mine. And lo and behold, I am loving it right now, with my pictures and friends' pictures on the side. hehehehe

Anyhow, I finally caught up this friend I used to chat with at ym. He was what I call my closet friend because we keep each other in the dark. I know, its quite mysterious though because we have been friends for a long time but haven't met each other yet. Shempre, super lait na naman ang nangyari because we would always pick on people or something nasty.

He's like the brother I never had because he's really good in telling me stories about his escapades and all that.

But really, talking to him is real good. I mean, I have been on self-denial that I am this inferior person in the world who could like keep on waiting for something good to happen, and shrug all the bad things on her side. He told me that I should feel less about some person who doesn't even deserve my time. I told him that maybe I am not good enough for some people and told me to snap them all up because I am this beautiful person. I'm so happy to have a friend like him. Well, I hope you know who you are if you're reading this. :D

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Okay, so Hon and I will be going to mass tomorrow. After last Sunday, this will be the first time in a long time that we're gonna hear mass together. Yay! I so love that my dad's here. I wish he would be here for a long time so I could have my Saturdays free. And I also hope that I could get tickets for the UAAP Cheerdance competition. I mean.. GO USTE! Yay!

So I checked on one of my accounts and Hon Hon's ex added me as a friend in this eskwela site. Honestly, I haven't been in good terms with her. Probably the fact that they have this huge deal of history together. I have been pretty much jealous of the fact that they went to the same school, etcetera and etcetera. And so I have been thinking a lot if I should even start being decent about it. Or yeah, maybe I could stop being so doubtful and trust that this relationship is real right? After all, with the ups and downs that we have experienced, we should be getting stronger instead of me being so un-trusting. Just a thought. :D And I think Hon might even say Amen to this one. hehehe.

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See, I have to go now because its friggin' cold here where I'm sitting. hehehe. Its actually raining outside and the doors aren't locked yet. Hopefully, I could get a good sleep tonight. Muah lots! :D

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