Thursday, July 05, 2007

Jampacked July

Too many projects, so little time. Too many commitments and only a few days to prepare.
I have been invited to 2 Baptismals (Mam Kit and Alex's Babies), 3 Birthdays (Miss Ivy's Baby, Edmund, Mico), a Harry Potter 5 movie at Imax, our company's new facility launching for me to cover and a photoshoot...(haha dream on! the last one's a joke).

So anyhow, I'm not sure if I'm gonna live with this month or how will I manage to live through the stressful schedule. At the end of the day, when I promised that I would sleep early, something always come up for me to delay the scheduled sleep or it doesn't come to me yet.

Maam Kit is going to Iloilo, Davao, Cebu and Bacolod. I am so envious. Though she has to come home on the same days she will be in those provinces for her baby. Sad..

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I haven't been that transparent about my problems. Maybe because people see me as this jolly person who always wear a smile on her sleeve. That even to the point of pretending, I could smile. That when I feel sick, people couldn't even recognize my pain.

But let me start by saying that I've been fighting rubbles of the past. Fragments that even I could not understand why I care. Memories I thought have long forgotten and things that came from the pain of endless waiting. Waiting and never knowing if the feeling will happen again. I know it sounds melodramatic but I mean to stay with the old Ria I used to know One Year ago. Someone who doesn't give a damn if she makes mistakes. Someone who never lets anyone push her down. Someone who makes her own decisions without anyone telling her. And someone who accepts every challenge life may give her.

..Someone who will say that she proudly healed her wounds and scars are merely there to remind you that you have become stronger.

"The remarkable thing we have is a choice every day regarding the attitude we will embrace for that day. We cannot change our past. We cannot change the fact that people will act in a certain way. We cannot change the inevitable. The only thing we can do is play on the one string we have, and that is our attitude." Charles Swindoll

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