Friday, June 30, 2006


YAY! I finally have an access to my blog. Stupid PLDT sucked service for almost two weeks. I had to call to their service center for eight days. Imagine? Eight long days! I so missed the phone.

But anyway, I finally proved myself that when God closes a door, He opens a window. I remember Malyn saying that good things would come my way one at a time. First, I got a job, next a nice guy who really loves me and cares for me that he would even go from south to north then south again just to make sure I get home safely. And lastly, I have my new Motoslvr. Haha! My dad (who was having pity on me because I have to settle for my 3310) finally gave in to my dream fone, so voila. My new baby! =)

Okay, things at work is pretty hazy and all. I am not sure of what would happen. I am unsure of some of the things they teach me. But I'm kinda learning on some of the things, things that I havent even heard of before. And its kinda nice. And yeah, everyday's like a feast in the office. Our senior bosses would always have food for everyone or junk foods for us. Mam Lorie would even want us to be fat and all. I'm actually getting bigger, but I promised myself that I would start on having my old figure back. Go on Fonda, Make my day! Wahaha!

I'm gonna see Mela (and hopefully Brenti) this Saturday. I so miss my best friends. But if rich Brent couldnt come, Mela and I would go to RP or somewhere. It's just that I'm a free woman that day. hehehe.

Gotta go, my boss will be touring Mindanao in a few days. And he will barge me again tomorrow for eveything that should be done and things he would bring for the trip. Oh well, tomorrow's another night! mwah!

Sunday, June 11, 2006

Past, Present, Future

Somehow, I just couldnt decide.

Past is coming back to my present, Present is not taking care of me. My future is still uncertain. And I really am trying hard to do the best thing that I wouldn't end up being sorry for my decisions. I just wish I could just disappear and go to this another world where I could start with past. Jargon. Well, I have to decide immediately.

Went to SM SL this afternoon to watch CARS. Too many kids at the moviehouse nga lang. But of course, its an animated movie, and based on what I saw this noon, it was a hit. hehehe.

Work is getting a little complicated nowadays. It's just that I needed for our press releases to be released to every newspaper in the country. MB says we should revolutionize. And anyhow I make up for it, I just can't seem to really try to make him proud of me again. Or making his money's worth. This week, I have to go to this seminar pa. Ang cool talaga ni Boss MB, and I'm grateful because somehow, he believes in what I could do. I just have to act fast.

People at work are nice but getting complicated. Or maybe I'm just irritated that they are always seeing my faults nowadays. I mean, they should at least cut some slack out of me. Or see me as an individual and not compare me to other people whom I dont want to compete with. I hate competition with friends. Argh.

And my mother. I don't know what I'm gonna do with her. I just wish she'd accept my choice. Enough said.

I'm just tired of rationalizing things. Sha said she hasn't heard me laugh in a while until tonight when I talked to her. I guess I was really happy and its am obvious moment for her to notice. I guess so, I just wanted to be happy. I think I've suffered enough.I don't know. But it's really getting complicated every minute.

SO now I am asking you to wait.


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