Monday, December 27, 2004

christmas holiday

One week nalang, may pasok na ulit!

Merry merry CHRISTMAS and I hope that we would have a great 2005.. lot of things happened over this break.. hello? Sino bang wala sa PASKUHAN.. it was loads of fun dahil medyo marami kami, but wala na ngang fireworks sad pero ok lang…worth it naman kasama c mela, randy, brent, francis, jham, badet and deejay. After that we went to starcity...pero five nalang kami nun..saya saya...

At sobrang na-stress ako sa rushed xmas shopping..next year,October palang dapat yata nag-shoshopping ka na

And I guess this xmas isnt that so bad..may little angel na samin eh.bubut went with Jasmin-baby ni bbut,Kay was here,c ate dee din.. last xmas kasi hindi naman kami complete.. At least ngayon may progress na.. By the way, those people ive mentioned has a very big role in my life.. we've been together since we were nine years old..galing noh?
And thanks to my generous ninangs and titas and tito, had moolah to buy stuffs that I want.. especially the sun sim, but I have to wait since deejay doesn't buy one yet and were supposed to get nga dahil lagi naman syang wala sa dorm and times na I cant talk to him dahil alang fone sa nova.. and by the way, para matigil na din si ninya kakapilit na mag sun na daw ako..kaya deejay double time please! Lahat na lang ng bagay, ang tagal mo...

And yesterday, we went to bubut's house to the supposed to be-"movie marathon" pero THE TERMINAL lang yung napanood namin. But hiniram ko ung "stepford wives"and "calendar girls".. so after nito alam kong back to reality na naman where POLITICAL DYNAMICS reader exist.. pero ang saya biro mo 3 movies in a day? Achievement yun..

Abby, layout ko huh? Pweezz..7 days nalang, lam ko after nitong break, ngarag na naman tayong lahat..from thesis to poldy, at OJT na sa summer..haay..kaya I need na rin ng boyfriend na mag-aalaga sakin noh! Kaya kung sino ka man, pakibilisan naman..ang S L O W.. baka bawiin pa ng parents ko ung pagpayag na pwede na kong magkaboyfriend! And thanks 2 brent for not judging sa aking small dilemma.. eh slow naman talaga xia diba?

Tama na nga, kung saan pa pupunta to..kaya mr Right, magising ka naman please?

Wag Na Wag Mong Sasabihin - Kitchie Nadal

May gusto ka bang sabihin
Ba't 'di mapakali
Ni hindi makatingin
Sana'y 'wag mo na itong palipasin
At subukang lutasin
Sa mga sinabi mo na

Iba'ng nararapat sa akin
Na tunay kong mamahalin

Oh....
huwag na huwag mong sasabihin
Na hindi mo nadama itong
Pag-ibig kong handang
Ibigay kahit pa kalayaan mo

Ano man ang iyong akala
Na ako'y isang bituin
Na walang sasambahin
'Di ko man ito ipakita
Abot-langit ang daing
Sa mga sinabi mo na

Iba'ng nararapat sa akin
Na tunay kong mamahalin

Oh....
huwag na huwag mong sasabihin
Na hindi mo nadama itong
Pag-ibig kong handang
Ibigay kahit pa kalayaan mo

At sa gabi, sinong duduyan sa 'yo
At sa umaga, ang hangin ang hahaplos sa 'yo...

Oh....
Huwag na huwag mong sasabihin
Na hindi mo nadama itong
Pag-ibig kong handang
Ibigay kahit pa kalayaan mo

Oh....
Huwag na huwag mong sasabihin
Na hindi mo nadama itong
Pag-ibig kong handang
Ibigay kahit pa kalayaan mo

Oh... oh... oh...
Huwag na huwag mong sasabihin
Na hindi mo nadama itong
Pag-ibig kong handang
Ibigay kahit pa kalayaan mo



Tuesday, December 14, 2004

ballet@ CCP

when i found out na ballet pala ung "neverneverland", i didnt hesitated coz i really wanted to watch one..parang katulad ni sir galan, its one of my frustrations.. i remember nung bata pa ko, i asked my mom if she would allow me to have ballet lessons..but to no avail, its over..huhuhu...

i guess now na lumaki na ko, its okay na..maybe it isnt meant to happen..but im still sad na hindi me nakasali ng kabog..ung AB Songfest...haay..life is indeed unfair...

im excited dahil PASKUHAN na on Thursday.. i really wish jops could be with us.. C deejay kasama namin..galing..pero we heard na wala daw fireworks ngaun..parang everything is turning bad..so i really hope not on that day...

and we still have lots of assignments and projects.can you believe that? magbabakasyon nalang, puro trabaho pa!
alam ko mag-aagree ang mga journ dito!

so yun, have to go dahil too many schoolworks pa..i just wanted to upload my blog...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAY BOURGEOIS JAM TOMORROW!!!!=)

Friday, December 10, 2004

la lang

Ria Hazel Lumandog and Patrick Rodel De Villa
  • Will never have four valuable children.
  • Enjoy opportunities to actually see each other far too often.
  • Only speak in song.
Orchestrated by ianiceboy

Thursday, December 09, 2004

ang tondo...bow...

i know, i told people i live in tondo...sa gagalangin, ung safe na place?...

until last tuesday came...

so, nanonood ako ng Hiram...xempre dahil la na mapanood, tapos na ung LOVERS IN PARIS..Nagbabasa ko ng buk, then suddenly, may narinig akong sigaw sa labas ng haus..tsaka sa garage namin..sumisigaw c papa..i thought tapos na ung discussion nila nung bwisit na driver ng taxi na pinark ung taxi nya sa driveway.. imagine, 2 streets after nung street namin cla nakatira, pero dun ba i-park ung car nya sa harapan namin? eh what if may emergency? kung nawawalan na ko ng dugo at kailangan akong dalhin sa ospital? aantayin pa ba nila na mamatay ako? bullshit..

so un, i thought wala na ung driver, wala ng away...

after 2 minutes may nagwawala na, turned out, drunk pala ung driver..tapos tatlo na silang nagwawala sa harap ng haus namin..worse pa dun, binabato nila ng bottles tsaka huge rocks ung garage namin..buti nalang may screen...
tapos sabi nung isa..pati sa tito ko, hinamon.."ano poporma ka?!?"

god! I wanna bash his head off

what have i done to deserve this? nananahimik kami dun tapos aawayin pamilya ko?laban kung laban..

eh langya, pati ung tatay ko matapang, naglabas ng itak! as in..di to exaggerated ha!

umiiyak na ko nun, u know, paranoid nga ko..i thought - pano kung makapatay c papa?or xia mapatay? kailangan kong gumawa ng way para matapos ung away..i cant cry all night habang nakikita ko na nagwawala ung mga tao!!

...and so came the soprano...xempre tumili ako ng "TAMA NA!!!PARANG AWA NYO NAHHHH!!!!"

eh naawa ung mga neighbors namin..me narinig pa ko sabi "tama na yan, ung bata umiiyak na...tapos natapos ang away sa power ng boses ko..pinigilan nila ung nagwawalang driver, nagsory sila sakin..hahaha!

PWEDE NA KONG MAG-ARTISTA!

moral lesson: may power ang voice ko..sorry sa mga gustong manira..i'd actually like to go to iraq para magkaroon na ng world peace...who knows? baka gumana powers ko dun?hehehe


Tuesday, December 07, 2004

prinsesa na din ako!

michi, princess na din ako!hahaha! akala mo kaw lang ha!=)
Aurora
You are Aurora from Sleeping Beauty!

What Disney Princess are you?
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i forgot...nanalo si melissa sa "the Assistant"..la lang..share ko lang... tanggal na rin ung sisters sa the amazing race...my life is an hell of a reality show...hahaha!

supposed to post this in friendster..but this is much convenient..

wishlist for december 2004

1. nokia 3650 or 7650..astig!
2. new laptop and DSL!
3. iPod mini--pink
4. sony digicam with 5 mega pixels
5. OJT sa Candymag
6. house full of teddy bears
7.star named after me (ala walk to remember)
8.Php 500,000 shopping spree
9. vios or eclipse
10. a library (parang c belle sa beauty and the beast)
11. condo unit sa alabang
12. 5-year recording contract
13. travel all over the world
14. A NICE, SENSIBLE, LOVABLE BOYFRIEND!!!

i have indeed, small dreams..di naman masama mangarap ayt? question is, kailan!!! so gawa na din ng possible, almost possible and impossible wishlists..hehehe=)

its good to be back

im back..ayan ha! nag-update na ko...sensya, la xe kming net sa haus noh...anyway, after a week of bumming around the house, at dahil sa pagod at puyat from the trip to subic, yes friends, im back in the real world..

i thought na makakapagrelax ako while in subic...i never thought it would bring me more problems..but anyway, ayoko ng isipin lahat yun..i did enjoy naman..masaya nga actually..but there are moments na nasira talaga ung mood ko noh..

1st day-nov.27,2004

after leaving mela's dorm, which by the way eh late na dahil matagal ang siblings nya, ok pa naman..masaya, although my ex is torturing me and making me lose my patience and bash his head off, ok pa naman ako...sakto lang-(un daw ang xpression sa gapo ng ok lang..yuch talaga..)ayun, so dumating kami ng 1am,we ate..tapos i had this dream na super weird dahil ang bedmate ko eh c tintin, pero sa dream ko, isa xiang girl na ewan im not really sure..

2nd day- nov.28, 2004

mass sa base...cutie xe ang daming chimes nung trees...then straight to OCEANVIEW... pagdating dun, feel ko na talaga magswimming kaya di na kami nag-antay ni brent..basta ma-feel ang sand on my toes, HAPPY NA KO!!!then my ex came and went to my godson's house..

after going there,went back sa beach..then sa perya and rode this cable car..ang saya! tsaka ang galing nung spiral roller coaster...and it had this another roller coaster na ndi naglolock ung lock..(hello, ano pa kayang silbi nung lock?design?!?) and after nun, cnabi ni jops na meron na palang namatay nun...fortunately, we survived...

tapos went to this GIGOLO bar...o diba? name palang, katakot na...and wud you believe na umuupa cla ng robots para sumayaw? lupet! joke lang..i swear, walang sumasayaw na matino..punta kayo dun, para mabigyan kayo ng prize as best dancer!hahaha..but enuf of the mocking..napagod ako and i proved that its not my kind of thing talaga...

3rd day nov.29, 2004

E.R brought this 2 huge loaves of bread..wla lang..ang thoughtful diba? 'nuff said baka may magalit sakin...

and were stranded pag-uwi dahil sobrang lakas ng bagyo..buti nalang nagaya ko c carmela tumawa at magsalita, lahat kami naging masaya!haha!

---so yun ang adventures...miss ko na c deejay..ala!tsaka 2ng blog ko...sobra...

happy 20th anniversary to my mom and dad...
happy birthday kay ninang agnes today--mom ni patrick devilla!..love din kita...
happy birthday kay JM, Auntie and Daisy sa 8..

and also panoorin nyo LOVERS IN PARIS... ganda sobra! missed one episode nga eh..pero kei lang...=)

Sunday, November 28, 2004

subic!!!

haha! were going to subic tonight... and someone's bothering me about it...ewan ko ba, first time ko mag-out of town with my friends pero sumasakit ulo ko sa mga taong paimportante...tapos c deejay,di ko pa nakausap buong week..alam mo un.. kasi sya ung absorber ng galit ko...pero thanks for being that way..di ako galit, naiinis lang talaga!arrgh!


and this afternoon, we went to morayta for myxmo CDsale..hay naku, mga ABS-CBN records nandun...di naman sa against ako pero c yachang at sandara ung nakita ko noh!!


pero whatever happens, mag-eenjoy ako!!!

Tuesday, November 23, 2004

beachy party!

oh diba gudluck nalang talaga sakin! xempre dahil walang friendster sa lib, may hi5 naman..at gudluck na naman dahil nagbitter-bitteran na naman ako kay miss mahal! ewan ko ba naman ria..sa dami ng guys sa earth, bakit xia pa? at bakit parang kilalang-kilala ko na xia! ayoko na talaga maging inlove! kakaloka na talaga!

and gudluck talaga sa zero lovelife ko..pero at least my social life's level went up because my mom finally agreed that i go to mela's debut at subic on Sunday!! so fetch!grabe noh! napakalaking achievement na mag-out of town ako with my friends..and no guys allowed..hehe..sana may boylets and everything...

pero si sedfrey lang yata!~!!!scary!@!!=)

Sunday, November 14, 2004

wishing for a new layout

ang ganda nga ng blog ko..pero di naman orig..hehehe joke...

abby..mahal mo ko diba? ung layout ko pag medyo tinopak ka huh..ang please, make it girly-girl...la lang..

anyway, tomorrow's sunday, next would me monday..joke ulit..=)

well, tomorrow is again, another big day..[hope i wont make it worse again..tired na ko sa mga guys..]but i guess i have to try one more time...sabi nga sa "My Sassy Girl",

Fate is building a bridge of chance for someone you love

and i guess it wouldnt be bad to believe again...

ashton!

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Your like an angel. You pocess love and bring love
to any thing or person. You love being
yourself. Even though your cute or not. I think
your just awesome. Like you are peace:)

What Type Of Girl Are You???(Amazing Pics)

Saturday, November 13, 2004

movie

when harry met sally
Everyone remembers the 'faked-orgasm-in-a-deli'
sequence from your kind of movie When Harry Met
Sally. It seems that you're falling for a buddy
or have already fallen for them. Uh-oh. You're
probably caught between the possibility of
having a great relationship and wrecking the
one you have now. You know what they say, it's
better to regret something you did than
something you didn't do.


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Friday, November 12, 2004

quiz....

Take the quiz: "What does your birth month reveal about you?"

September
Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. Likes to point out people's mistakes. Likes to criticize. Stubborn. Quiet but able to talk well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal but not always honest. Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive. Thinking generous. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves sports, leisureand traveling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Very choosy, especially in relationships. Systematic.

dreamland my world?

"^____^" means more than a name to me..
it belongs 2d person hus special and stays nsyd my hart...
its a name dt when called makes me smyl & sing....
papara papa...love ko to....

giselle was overwhelmed by this quote i got from kaye-who was my highschool friend...ok long story... i really wanted to send that quote to a guy..preferably the guy whom i think is "more than" just a friend.. but i stopped and thought na "this time naman magpapakipot ako noh!" and it literally struck my mind the whole day because i really dunno where we stand now..are we really just friends? im not sure... translate the numerous "mwah" he sent every night...translate the actions he did like calling every night (when nahihiya na nga ko..) Explain the autoload he gave me and said di kita matiis kaya niloadan kita...


and last week i guess, some AJ guy texted me the sweet words na corny..

"ei ria,how was my newly found princess? did you have a gr8 sleep? hope you enjoyed your stay in dreamland"

DREAMLAND? who the h***?

ok then i really became so confused about the situation? who is this guy? up until now, still is a mystery to me..maybe when he shows up, i'd get the biggest surprise in my life..

tata...text..text..text....

the incredible incredible sunday!

just got out from the spanish class, where we had the recitation of either the "HYMNO NACIONAL" or the prayers in spanish... thankfully, i still stored some of the lyrics in my brain...

and im not over the sassy girl mania... i really really loved it and i watched it three times already...but this sunday, im going to watch the incredibles with dj...and i hope i wouldnt mess up like what i did to you know who...just dont wanna feel stupid like the last time again...pero i believe that isnt the real problem..

pero i feel pressured na kahit konti pa lang ung gnagawa namin..its just that this one subject bugs us all..i really hope the pressure will be worth it all...

have to go now...cant say decent in my blog anymore...mwah!

...im going out on sundaaaayyyy!!!!=)

Wednesday, November 10, 2004

sassy me...

just watched My Sassy Girl yesterday..waah!super ganda nya kaya!it was so touching and romantic..haay..sana love works in this world pa..

basta ang galing ng story napaka-unpredictable nya...patient maxado si gyu-woon..la na talaga..addicted na yata ako..

now im looking for downloads na..hehehe..=)

Tuesday, November 09, 2004

OMG! so cool...

ok...first things first...so psyched that gilmore girls was shown last saturday..i really love it! i love the fact that i dont have to listen to senti music every saturday because there's nothing decent on tv.. my life is so back!

last night i watched 2 musical specials-the Ryan Cayabyab feature and jasmin trias' concert.. the jasmine trias' concert was good but i guess its a bit lame dahil she isnt that good singer? but i like her a lot..dunno why..
The Ryan Cayabyab was superb.. we really have a lot of good artists here.. and i was blown away by the chorale.. i miss my glee club back in high school.. and i really wish i could sing on stage again..

our first period prof didnt show up..feels like im wasting my time going to school when in fact,wala silang balak pumasok.. it really sucks...haay....so im here at the library today..and i dunno what to do..and what to expect later on the 3pm class that i doubt whether the prof would show up or not..

have to go now...catch ya later...



Monday, November 08, 2004

no
You want a sweet guy. Who'ld take you anywhere.
Like Japan!!! Wow I would like a guy like that
too:) Also he looks so cute in japanese
clothing:)

Who's Perfect For You??? (Cute Anime Pics)

Sunday, November 07, 2004

i really miss my blog....and finally im back..

again walking in the halls of AB...hehe maxado ng sentimental ang ria...im getting teary-eyed na..after a week of being computer-less?mtv-less?, well im here again and blogging again.. i mean, i love my lola, but that week has been hell for me.. i was expected to do things that i cant and i wouldnt do... not in this lifetime at least...

and finally, may gilmore girls na ulit...my saturdays aren't a bore anymore... ive waited for so long..and now...its finally here...=)

next time nalang..dunno what to write..got something saved up from the diskette but i doubt kung pwede diskette dito sa library...

ciao baby!

Saturday, November 06, 2004

cheers to a baby girl

My bezzie just gave birth to a bouncing baby girl…

After persuading them to name the baby to name it after me, they didnt give in to my request but named her Jasmin Margarette… I dunno where she got the Jasmin, but if I could recall, it was one of the most favorite names that I would like to name my future daughter, but heck, there are more names that would evolve ayt? I mean, for sure it would take a lot of time before I would have a kid.. heller? bata pa ko noh! Wala pa nga kong boyfriend eh…

Back to the story, the girl was so cute..tiny..has rosy cheeks… and she isn’t fair-skinned.. surprisingly, maputi sya… oh, I'm not mocking ha! Love ko c bubut pero basta… and alam mo yun, looking at her felt so good.. parang isang miracle on earth happened today.. don’t you think so? Well, I really do…

So end of my adventure… hope I could share more…

About my semestral break… it really sucks!! And it bites..

After a horrible week at Novaliches, I am glad that I'm finally home… ok na kahit ung house namin talaga sa Nova, not my lola’s house, but I felt so depressed during that week. I contemplated that I am a worthless person…hahaha…. I dunno how to cook! Fried rice lang di ko pa mapagluto ung lola ko… I really suck!! And di lang yun, instead of taking care of her, I end up waking at 10AM, ( In my granma’s vocabulary 10AM=12NOON) so, she has to shout just to wake me up.. and she made the biggest mistake of letting me cook rice so it ended up as lugaw…OO lugaw talaga sya noh!! I really feel bad na… but I discovered that practice makes perfect… at least hindi naman rice cooker ung ginamit ko!!! So I guess I survived… but to think about it, I really have to learn how to cook… promise, pag may time ako…I’ll rummage around for my culinary skills…kung meron man ako nun…oh so okay na, Sunday came, dun ako sa Guada natulog…in my pink and purple room…ung maraming glow in the dark… ung may comforter… ung maraming stuff toys….

AND SYEMPRE DI AKO NAKATULOG… NAKULTA UNG BRAIN KO KAKAISIP NG MGA BAGAY AT MGA BAGAY NA NANGYARI SA KWARTONG UN!!! haay…

And may class na….cant wait…

Un lang po..mwah!

--R


Saturday, October 23, 2004

too many guys, so little time...

ang haba ng hair ko!hehehehe

and anyway, starfish said that "we should just go with the flow"..

wow! saan kaya ako aanurin ng flow na un noh? malulunod nalang ako, di ko pa mamamalayan...it really sucks..

ponyang, wag na maxado mag-react..kya ko po ito..lammo naman kung sino talaga love ko diba? at least were friends kesa naman katuld nung dati na kulang nalang eh patayin ko sya..i also realized na marami akong friends kahit wala na yang boyfriends na yan..well, that's life..

so ang paran is to get away from all those stuffs..kaya again, dun ako sa nove the WHOLE week! walang hassle, walang pic ng ex ni starfish na makikita ko pa sa isa pang candymag,(mahabang story, tawagan nio nalang me kung ano talagang nangyari), walang sakit ng ulo at ayoko ng tumaas ung BP ko...

and i was so happy na pumasa me sa lahat ng subjects although some were disappointing..un lang po..

see yah on second sem guys! cant wait na po!!!=)

Sunday, October 10, 2004

arrgh!ayoko na talaga!

i have to kiss dating goodbye...if its a date...hehehe

im giving him a favor na makipagkita pero anong ginawa niya!hhmpp!!!

ok lang ako...baka pag nabasa niyo to, magagalit na naman friends ko na eto na naman c ria, nagdadrama sa mga bagay na walang sense..

ayoko lang talagang bumalik sa taong gusto ko na ayaw naman ako at sinabing friends lang kami...

un lang...sembreak na namin..finally!!ill miss yah friends!=)

Thursday, October 07, 2004

posting now

3 days na lang, first sem's over!!!haay...finally, i could date, i could sleep and i could breathe normally na! pero i have to pass the final draft of litjourn first, and study for the EP finals..medyo madugo ung subject na yun so i really heve to work a lot..

nakit ko c ... nung monday..ewan ko nga eh, small world talaga..eh were dwelling in the sane school nga diba? pero di ko xia tinawag whatsoever..ayokong magpaka-cheap..lalo na sa kanya noh! and besides, sya ang nag-cut ng connection namin dalawa,why should i call him?hmmp!di ako bitter ha, xe wala namang reason para maging bitter..awkward lang talaga ung situation na katulad nun..

so anyway, hope i'd meet dj na..wala lang, excited...parang first time na makipag-meet sa guy eh noh?pero promise, sana lang he'd turn out to be a nice guy..

byeee.....

beauty daw..

sgd
Your beauty is inspiring. Your beauty is the kind
that would inspire people to write poetry or
paint beautiful artwork with. People think your
absolutely gorgeous but you seem to think
differently sometimes. Guys daydream about you
but not just because of your lovely body but
because of your face. Your kind of beauty can
be characterized my flawlessness. Your so
beautiful that usually people can't stop
looking at you. You can be profound and really
understand people's emotions You're a work of
art inside and out. (If you can't see tje pics,
go to my homepage and look near the bottom and
find your result)

What kind of Beauty should you have? (girl) (PICS)

Wednesday, October 06, 2004

f4 and stuffs

Love
You are Dha-shi-zhi!
A female bodhisattva of Chinese Buddhism, whose
name means the Strongest. Through the power of
her love she managed to break the circle of
rebirth for everyone. In the heavenly paradise
the souls appear before her in the shape of
flowers.
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Which Chinese Mythological Being Are You?
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Tuesday, October 05, 2004

star...fish

ung unang post ko, nawala...sad..sad...

anyway..erin,sorry if i havent been calling these past few days..the last time we talked, masyadong hindi maganda ung nangyari..pero peace tayo..i know na ayaw ko makinig, but im trying so hard to move on...and i mean really move on..di me masochist or something, mahal ko lang yung tao..pero ngaun, im enjoying c "new prospect"..buhay na naman ang dating skills ni ria...hehehe

giselle..tanga tayo pareho..pero kaya natin to..cguro pati mag anak natin at anak nila, hanggang friends nalang talaga..pero only time will tell---sabi nga ni starfish..

ewan ko ba sa kanila!!!=)

sana may mag na kami..crossing my fingers na!!!]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAY ABIGAIL RUTH REYES!!!luvyah friend!
i feel so bored so i took a whole lotta quizzes..someone ym'd me that he liked reading my blog daw..thanks Albert...whoever you are..

anyway, erin, im sorry i havent called for a few days..parang natatakot na ko sa mga sasabihin mo pa..pero im trying to move on...really move on..kahit friends kami ni starfish, decision naman nya un eh..but im enjoying c "bagong prospect" nga..im not sure nga lang, pero i hope he's ok..mejo nag-ji-jive na kami a bit..and i really hope he's how ive expected..alam ko di dapat, pero at least kahit papaano naman noh!

giselle, alam ko na parang in-love ka na jan..i dunno what to say anymore dahil pareho lang tayo ng situation..hanggang friends lang..sana wag pati mga anak natin at anak nila ay maging hanggang friends din lang...i hope not...

wow, gusto ko sumali ng THE Swan...ang cool xe may theraphy ek-ek din xia..pero US-based lang yun..ang option sa philippines eh born diva, eh feeling ko mas papangit ako dun noh!

sana may mag na kami.....crossing my fingers now...=)

quiz,quiz,quiz

xcn
You're a Spring. You usually are very close-knit
with your friends and value everyone freidnship
you have. You're a real people person and
everyone loves how friendly you are. You're
good with encouraging people but usually don't
like to be the center of attention. You are a
social butterfly and probably are in several
circles of friends but it's just because you're
well liked and you make people comfortable.
You're both fun and wise but you are very
realistic about life.(If you can't see tje
pics, go to my homepage and look near the
bottom and find your result)


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Saturday, October 02, 2004

how?

trial and error.. WORD OF THE DAY...

everything isnt right anymore..ive been tiring myself for weeks now, and what would i get? would i ever find a job after this? will i become rich? i dont know how my future works anymore.. i wanna shout that i dont deserve this!pero iba yata ung mga nangyayari..i dunno...

and right now, im not loving my life.. i have to make different decisions that make break or make me.. i dont want to listen to anyone, and i guess that's not so right..

have to go figure what'll happen to me.. as for now, i hope i'd get this all!

Thursday, September 30, 2004

can't...

my other blog is still on, but in a different address..ive been doing a lot of thinking these past few days and it really made my head want to blast right now..

oo mahal ko pa sya..sorry sa mga taong kinulit ko pero after all, mawawala din pala lahat ng emotions na ginawa kong shield para di ako bumigay..i just love him that much..and im still hoping in the end, we'd end up together..of course, di pa sure ngayon..pero cguro time will really tell what could happen..my life is so damn hard!

have to go!

Wednesday, September 29, 2004

life and love

this is so good...im so much excited by this...

i miss him..i just hope he's here with me...

=)

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